exams are killing me

i dont seem to be progressing at all..

or if i am i am progressing very slowly. i wish all chapters were short and easy. then i would progress so fast and be so happy all my life.
but when life gives you a lemon...

EAT CAKE!

ha,ha,ha.

and that is what we did.

and it was sweet. giving me cake, i mean. but the cake was sweet too. haha.
but we only had ten minutes to eat cake. and my face got smashed.

but it made me realise i love everybody very much and will make sure all their faces get smashed into cakes on their brithdays.

thanks zhiminstephtangjiambushlizjacjunNOTifra :D

a year older in a few hours, but none the wiser. i got new glasses though.

pigging out, as usual.

that's a shape of a softball..in case you thought we were doing something weird

aww. so sweet right..like all those touching sport movies. a team together, no matter what! i think i'll miss cheering MG roar and cheering the rest on the most.

whatever, im just ripping photos, ripping cliche lines of cliche (but sad) movies, ripping what other people said already, ripping my heart out, ripping Jack the Ripper.

ha,ha,ha.

or maybe i'm just delaying my work.

the point is... i'll miss the team, and everything connected to that. haha. lots of <3

now go and study, everyone.

what are you doing here? ripper offers...

actually, no one ever comes here anyway.

ha,ha,ha,ha,ha....

LOOK SON.

haha.

just cut away kirsten's face and all will be fine..

too cute.

heheheh.

shoots. better go do some work

one sunny day when the sky was blue and there only a few specks of cotton candy, Faith and Hope walked along the river.

"what the h*** am i going to do about my life, Hope?" asked Faith. "why is it so hard to find a stupid good doctor?"

" A stupid good doctor?" asked Hope.

"Whatever, that's not the point." said Faith. "i went to a stupid chinese doctor so many times and he massages and cracks my leg so many times but nooo. my ankle wont heal. my muscles wont heal. so i go to another stupid massage doctor and she massages and cracks my leg so many times but nooo. my ankle wont heal. my muscles wont heal. all i want is to find a really good doctor who can tell me WHEN this stupid thing will heal, WHY this stupid thing is happening, HOW he is going to help me, and WHETHER i should continue doing physical activities which might lengthen the time taken to heal! is it so hard to do that? but nooo. they all have to speak stupid chinese. how am i supposed to scold them in chinese?"

"Oh dear," says Hope. " what the h**** are you going to do about NAFA?"

"how the h**** am i supposed to know? why cant you tell me, you stupid girl." Faith is angry. very angry. and when Faith gets angry, she gets angry.

so Hope trembles and says "well, you have Faith!"

"Faith?! faith in what? i put my faith in those blimey doctors and all they gave me was amothrapy oils! what is the use of giving my aromatherophydbngks oils? i cant even spell it! "

"and i have exams in two weeks! i barely even started studying. i dont even know what im doing by the river talking to you. why am i talking to you? why am i at the river? this is getting very suspiciousy. " Faith continued relentlessly. "shike, im getting very blasted off. i need some ice-cream. Banana chocolate chip, to be precise."

Hope realises Faith's mood is getting better thinking of ice-cream, so she tries to cheer her up saying "i can always give you hope, too!"

Faith explodes and jumps two feet up in the air. "hope? hope is disgusting! hope is fantasy! hope is gibberish! hope is not guaranteed. i need a warrant. i need a guarantee. how dare you suggest giving me hope." so Faith is so incensed she pushes Hope into the river. She drowns and dies.

after realising Hope was dead, Faith was so depressed that she had noone to walk home with her that she didnt even eat her banana-chocolate chip ice-cream in the end.

morale of the story: you cannot put your faith in men (esp. doctors) but only in God, you cannot hope in yourself or in things of the world but only hope in the Glory of God, and to never make me angry, esp when you're near water. Also, i should start studying for exams right now. Banana choc chip is good for the soul, too. try it.

keeping faith

haha.

oh no.. not another one, you say.

i know you're saying it

i can just hear you.

whatever, its not my fault.

without softball..what can i do in all that empty, mindless time! when i had spent them fighting for like..the last four years of my life. fighting. haha.

obviously, the only thing to do is to shit it all out on an empty, mindless thing.

since i have boxing gloves but nothing to really box, this was the only other option. really. you can .. put your faith in me. this xanga was set up to help inspire you to keep faith. just keep it. theres nothing to lose if you do.. but everything to lose if you dont. now, wasnt that inspiring wongjiamin. did i actually just hear you say i wasnt inspiring?

tuttut...

jia.      waiting on the world to change.          if only you knew :] says:
i still think ruptured bladder is cool. or like
jia.      waiting on the world to change.          if only you knew :] says:
shrivelledkidneys
(lace tree)                    , 'he gives me his halo and i start to fly' says:
and you say you dont want pessimistic names?!!!
(lace tree)                    , 'he gives me his halo and i start to fly' says:
what is with you and body disorders
jia.      waiting on the world to change.          if only you knew :] says:
haha cos i think it SUITS u
(lace tree)                    , 'he gives me his halo and i start to fly' says:
NO IT DOESNT
(lace tree)                    , 'he gives me his halo and i start to fly' says:
keepingfaith suits me!
(lace tree)                    , 'he gives me his halo and i start to fly' says:
it will encourage everybody!
(lace tree)                    , 'he gives me his halo and i start to fly' says:
people will come to my xanga to be inspired!
(lace tree)                    , 'he gives me his halo and i start to fly' says:
faithandhope
(lace tree)                    , 'he gives me his halo and i start to fly' says:
hopeandfaith
jia.      waiting on the world to change.          if only you knew :] says:
  oh please. YOU inspiring ppl?!?! hahahha.
jia.      waiting on the world to change.          if only you knew :] says:
more like u'll brainwash them with all the warped ideas u have 

just look at my nick. he gives me his halo and i start to fly. how nice is that.. like angels, and all that. makes you just want to...put on a halo and fly right to heaven.

ha,ha,ha.