| Crazy BitchI've gotten drunk for my first time a few weeks ago. It was not that fun I puked everywhere. My mother knows I fucked him. Laurie knows about the birth control. Franchesca is so skinny with in 2 months she lost 50 pounds? Eating 600 calories a day. I wish I had her strength. Now people watch her and give her a hard time. |
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| Even the doctor said itI'm fat. the doctor told me I wiegh a bit more than I am supposed to for my height. I want to stop eating but it's so hard. I am sore as hell from all the fitness and gym. I hate my body. |
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| Back too schoolI don't know what my last journal entry contained so I might repeat things. I'm in school it's not too bad. I'm trying to keep up on my homework and not be procrastinating. I haven't found a job. I need and wan t one but there is so little time. I'm going to be joining the outdoor club, yearbook committee and prom committee this year at school. Might as well make my last year good. I rarely see Will. We are moving soon to I don't know where but hopefully I can still bike to Will's. I'm fat but I need to lose the weight before prom. |
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| Drama MammaI hate not being able to write what is on my mind the day it is. The last few days have been drama filled. My dad was saying stuff about my boyfriend and really pissing me of and then he didn't let me see him that day. I came really close to hating him, disliking him so bad that I would care what happened to him. William is still getting people after him from his ex. I really want to tell on that ho from selling blow at school. I really want to beat her but then I could have people after me. That is not the main reason why I won't fight her.... I don't know how to fight. School is coming closer. We are for sure moving but I don't know where, the house or the apartment. Apartment please! I still haven't got a job. I'm at 153.UHHHH. I really need to stop eating so much. |
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| Moving and OnAugust 18th! Where the hell have I been? I don't know. School is starting in a few weeks. So boring. One more year until I'm on my own. The family reunion was boring, I almost cried. I barely remembered anyone.It's better without them. |
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