Only form of communication.. between and some.
I have been busy this past week.
Last Friday lets see I went to the movies and saw Glory Road it was an awesome movie. That was fun because I got to go with some of my friends that I haven't hung out with for a long time. After the movie we went to DQ for a bit then Amanda and I headed over to Courtney's house and I got to see Andy who I hardly ever get to see. We had alot of fun there. I ended up staying the night at Amandas and getting up the next morning at 5:30 to go to school to make up a day that I had missed. I was lacking sleep because I didn't get to bed until like 2 that morning. OH WELL..
Saturday I did a bunch of nothing just hung out with my friends at school. I gave my friend Ryan a manicure that was fun. Then we went to A and W for lunch and we had to make a U-Turn in the middle of Manchester Rd. because Ryan forgot our teachers food. Ha ha it was great.. I Love him.. Then I came home and went to Erick and Stephs house and babysat their girls, Courtney and Ethan. That was fun and I ended up spending the night there. I woke up on Sunday to find that they had left me alone sleeping lol. They left a note and told me to stay there but I had to leave because I had to fix my cousin's hair for a Wedding show. They didn't tell me where they were going or that they were leaving so I was confused. Ended up they went to get a new dog his name is Bear he is adorable. The cutest dog I have ever seen.
Sunday I went to my Grandma's house for lunch for my mom's b-day party. It was a good time. After that I went to youth group which was AWESOME.... I love that place but right now there is so much drama going on so we will see what happens.
Monday was my mom's b-day. I went to school and that is all I did that day execpt go to the CCS bball game which was fun as usual. I hung out with Courtney, Julie and Michelle during the guys game. I hung out with Kory during the JV boys game. We lost but I had a great time seeing Michelle. I hadn't talked to her for a long time..
Tuesday>>> I went to school and did book work for most of the day. After school I went to CCS bball games again. It was the greatest one yet. Because my friend Becka from school came. Because her boyfriends use to play for the team we were playing. It was so much fun we had a flippin' blast. I love her she is great. So me, Becka, Jeremy and his brother Nathan all hung out and watched the game. We won Go Cougars. It was funny bc the boys knew Bradley and they kept on making some fun of him bc he was doing good that night and telling their team some that they stink. It was fun I laughed so hard and so much I cried. Thanks for that you guys I needed that. OHHH and I got to see Danielle and Lyndsay that was fun eventhough Lucas was sick and not there. I still got to see them and that was a good fun surprise I didn't know they were going to be there...
Wednesday SChool is all I did that day.
Today.... wow what long post today I just went to school and I fell asleep watching Dancing with the Stars with my mom. I have not been able to sleep lately I've been having really bad back problems. And I have been upset about something but nothing to say here. I got nails today so that made me feel somewhat better.
Coming Soon...
Friday>> School then I come home and then after away bball game Lauren and Alyssa are coming over to spend the night.
Saturday>> I will be spending ALL day with Laure and Alyssa. I can't wait. Should be a good time. ON Sat. night we are going over to Bradley's to watch movies.. I can't wait!! This is going to be the best weekend EVER...
Sunday>> HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRADLEY!!! Church then homework and then youth group if goes as planned..
Well sorry for the long post I don't know when I will be able to post next I have been really busy lately trying not to think about things. This just keeps reminding me of things that I don't want to be reminded of.
Talk to you all later
losing the best friend I ever had.. hurst like hell eh?? sorry for the language..
Here is a song for you all like I feel right now..
I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing there across the road,
There's a choice you gotta make.
[CHORUS:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye.
I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.
[CHORUS:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
The night goes on, and some things that I'll have,
To give to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye.
Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.
[CHORUS:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Start to wave goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye,
Na na na na na na na.
The thngs hi-lighed in yellow are how I feel and let the truth be know that sometimes you just have to start with goodbye whether you like it or not. Life goes on and the struggles make you stronger and the changes make you wiser. | 
