This entry is dedicated my brothers wonderfully amazing girlfriend Alexis Gates... or if you read her xanga Alexis Griffin... which i hope one day she will be so we can be sisters. First I will begin with a little acronim. please excuse my spelling if that is way off.

Always cooler than evan

Lovely like a kitten in a snow storm

Exquisitly beautiful

Xylophones are not as cool as she is

I really like her a lot!

Simply incredible

Lex Lex youre really great. Im glad you got to see me and Nate.Thanksgiving was fun and im glad you were here. You filled the house with so much cheer. Youve told me my xanga is really boaring. you should help me to fix it so people arent snoring. We can add some color and make it fun. Then people will read it when its done! Your really cool and really neat. Your escimo jacket is really sweet. and now my stupid poem is over. would you like to come over and play red rover???

hmmm... that was fun. Im just going to start dedicating my xanga site to people who actually read it. everyone leave me tons of sweet posts and ill write you a poem!!! i heart everyone in the world especially lex

kel

yay for finally having a computer that works! almost thanksgiving!!! only one week left before i get to go home and see the most amazing friends in the entire universe! one of which now has a boyfriend!!! wooohoo jenna!!!!!! jenna and travis sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g. first comes love, then comes marriage then comes baby jenna in the baby carriage!!! ok im a loser... but im excited for her!!! infact... i shall write her a poem!

AN ODE TO A JENNA TROLL

jenna, dear jenna you are my little troll

i hope down a hill you will do a log roll

I hope thing with travis are going great

make him take you on a neat date

i wish you yamms under your pillow and lumber always in your hand

perhaps one day we can start a marching band

i think you are neat and that is no lie

this is is the part of the poem, when i say goodbye

yay!!! that was fun. now im going to go do something productive with my life.

Take my heart, I Lay it down
At the feet of you whose crowned
Take my life, I’m letting go
I lift it upto You who’s throned

And I will worship You, Lord
Only You, Lord
And I will bow down before You
Only You Lord

Take my fret, take my fear
All I have, I’m leaving here
Be all my hopes, be all my dreams
Be all my delights, be my everything

And It’s just you and me here now
Only you and me here now
-david crowder
Sometimes i have a hard time trusting in God. its as if i dont trust his heart towards me. 
I know his plans are so much greater than any plans i could ever have for myself. He is God, 
i am not. I struggle to give him full reighn in my life, but he is Lord. That means over everything.
 I love that he is never done chaning me.
and the race continues...
 

I have the best boyfriend in the world and i just want everyone to know that haha. He left at one in the morning to drive all night  and surprise me and show up at my appartment at 8 in the morning on monday and is staying till friday. Hes pretty much amazing and its pretty safe to say that im in love haha. anyway... enough about that. I love appartment life! i love living with my 5 best friends. God is amazing and is really blessing our fellowship and time together. i love these girls! Im excited for this weekend too because its the YL weekend! whoohoo! team planning here i come! its going to be sweet sleeping in tents and bonding with all that awesome girl leaders! yay young life! ok i think thats all for now. i love you all!

<>< kel