I'm Bored...

   haha. okay, ppl. this is going to have to be the worlds fastest writen entry. lol. my brother is sitting over me waiting on me to gett off of the computer. and its making me kinda nervous over here. lmao...

   so how are you all? hope ur having tuns of fun. i am...

   and i know that i say this on every one of my entries, but i'm REALLY exited to go to the beach saturday. yaya! wish i could take all of you all with me. sorry. i'll ask my mommy if i can.lol. i dont think that she's gonna say yes. but you never know. ha...

   aspen was gonna come over last night, but we couldnt figure out how she was gonna get home tomarrow. we tried to tell our parents that she could stay until friday. but neither of them thought that  was a very good idea. at least we tried, right? lol. sorry, aspen, honey. maybe some other time. okay, so then i was gonna call ashley and see if she was wantin to come over, but i looked at my clock and it was almost 12:00. i didnt wanna wake anybody up in her house. lol. sorry to you, too, ashley. wow. i'm saying sorry to alot of ppl today. lol. oh well...

   anyways, i think my brother is wanting to get the computer now, so i'll se you later, babes. i love you...

Lauren Made The B-ball Team!!

   yay, lauren! yay! i'm soo happy for you! you made the team...

   i cant wait to go to the beach this weekend!

   i was suposed to go oer to ashley's house last night, but her ppl sadi no at the last minute. right when i was ready to go. lol. oh well. it fine, ashley, dont worry about it, babe.

   i'm eating cookies. and they're good, too. lol. want one?

   i FINALLY got to talk to travis. but not for long. of coarse. hmm. at least i got to talk to him, right? that's good enough for me. lol.

   hmm. i guess i kinda need to go pack for the beach, lol. hold on... i'll be back later.

Hmm...

   haha. i'm having a good day. has ur day been good? hope so. my day has been kinda long, but that's okay, its been a pretty good day so far.

   cant wait until i get to go to the beach this saturday. we're staying a whole week. wow. that's gonna be a pretty long vacation for me. i'll get burned. i can nearly garantee it right now. lol. i'll come back either dark as an african american or red as a lobster. haha. either way, i'm gonna tell you about it, hmm.

   i keep thinking that i'm having school tomarrow. but i'm on my summer vacation... thank  God. lol. i REALLY dislike going to school. hmm. its not that i have anything against the teachers, it the fact that i have to get up SOOO early just to go learn. lol. i hate it. but i guess i'm lucky enough to get to go to school. some ppl are too poor to afford an edjucation. did i spell that right? my i need a better ejucation. to learn how to spell it right. lol.

   i'm talking to aspen. she's cracking me up. lol. she's hilarious. lalalalalala. that's what she just said. she's talking about little gurls. like that gurl off of the ring. eww. and its scaring me alittle bit. lol.

   anyways. so i'm gonna get off of here now. i guess that'll see you all later then! call me if you know me. lol. if you dont know me, but you know my phone number, call me. lol. not really. anyways. i'm gonna go now.

                                     i love you

   what's up? i'm tired.

   happy-late-mother's day. tell ur moms i said what's up? alll that i did for my mom was get her cards. whoops. maybe i shouldve gotten her more than just cards. oh well.

   i dont have anymore skool. yay! friday was my last day. i'm kinda sad, but i'm kinda happy. but mostly sad. lol. i dont get to see my boyfriend for a really long time. actually, it wont be for too long. i'll see him over the summer, i'm sure.

   my night was awful last night. i couldnt sleep. my legs hurt and i could hardly breathe. it was really odd. i didnt know what was happening, but i'm okay now.

   i havent been on xanga for alittle while. since last week to be exact.

   hmm. i'm going on vacation this saturday. we're going to virginia beach. yay! i wanted to go to mertle beach... since its bike week this week, and the beach is covered in motorcycles right now. right as we speak. or... as i... type. lol. whateveah. you know what i mean. right? and omg! i got the cutest little bathing suits ever! they're both black and covered in skullz. but they're alittle bit different.

   anyways. so what are you all doing? i'm just sitting here typing. and its kinda boring. hmm.

   as for going to skool friday... i only did it because andrew told me to. that's the only reason. he told me that it was "our" last day. eew. and he's dating a fifth grader, and for some reason... aww, never mind. i aint gonna say it. but she diserves way better than andrew. hmm. that's crazy. he's crazy. she's crazy. why is everyone crazy?

   hmm. i really wanna say somthing, but i'm too afraid that sombody's gonna read this and tell that person. so i wont say it. sorry. i want to, though. hmm...

   i have a sweet french manicure going on here. it looks really cute. i shouldve had it professonaly done. but i didnt. oh well, it still looks OK. but i guess it could be better, right?

   wow. i talk alot. dont i? sorry, i cant help it, i just do.

   anyways, so i guess i'm gonna go now. i talkto you all later. luv u.

Tears, Tears, Tears!

   i'm getting less and less comments by the day, lol. what's my problem? do you all not like me anymore? is it because i'm ugly? do i smell bad? and if that's what it is, then how on earth can you smell me? jeeze. you all are kinda weird! no, i'm just playing around. your kewl.

   and i'm talking on the phone with aspen. she's funny. she's talking about jeffery. imagine that. lol. she always talks about him. but that's okay. i always talk about travis!

   suprisingly, i'm taking this whole "i'm never going to see travis again until our highskool years together" thing really well. i only cryed alittle bit. and he didnt cry at all! he probably doesnt even like me. i doubt that he ever did like me. i think andrew might like me alittle tiny bit. maybe. he kept on hugging me, and putting his arm around me today non-stop. it was fun. good this travis doesnt know about it. if he did, me and andrew would both be dead.

   i met another wonderfuly funny eigth grader today. mr. dakota skott is his name. yay! he's hilarious! but, i have to say goodbye to him at the program tonight. i met him and have to say good bye to him in the same day. boo-hoo. but then again, on second thought, i dont really wanna go to the program tonight. sorry, dakota.

   hmm. so how are you all doing? i'm good, bad, and everything inbetweem. lol. i dont know if that's good or bad/ but either way, i dont like it. hmm. i guess that means that its bad. right?

   nothing special happened today. i cryed. but that's not special. me and jeffery are finally not hating each other as bad anymore. i've known him since i was in first grade. ha! and he's hated me all this year. esecialy since i'm dating his best friend. hmm. oh well, he can keep on hating me all that he wants to. that's fine. its his choice. but i dont hate him, never have. i say i do, but you know that i dont mean it. he's okay. sometimes. and i hate to say it, but i'm actually going to miss you, jeffery. have fun in highschool. aspen is gonna miss you way worse.

   wow. i'm actually crying right now. wanna know why i'm sad? where do i start!?! okay, my friend isnt going to come here next year, i'm not going to see travis anymore, i have to see my other friends next year. hmm. there's more. but my keyboard is wet. (from crying.) lol.

   and as for everyone in the eigth grade- i know i hate most of you all, but have fun next year. i'm actually gonna miss you. alot. and as for some of you all, i'll see you in highschool in two years. you just wait! ha! and i hope you have fun during freshman hellweek next year. i hope my brother kills you! lol. not really.

   oh, snap! ya know what i just realized? my brother is gonna be able to put me through freshman hellweek. and... valorie.

   okay, well. i'm gonna get off of here. i love you all and i'll see some of you at school. as for the rest of you... i dont know. have fun doing whatever you do...

   ps- ashley, travis... i love you both so much (in different ways) and i hope you both have fun next year without me. i really do love you! wow. i've never cryed soo much in my life!