im a dumb sad kid. herez a list of dumb things i did 2day:

1. misunderstood dust on black plastic bag as fur and feeling it

2. misunderstood to want chips from a stranger b/c i was looking at his bag of chips but i was really confused where the vinegar smell came from

3. randomly crying at dinner when reminded that my mom whacked me when i was 4 b/c i spilled her fucking stupid foundation and start chasing me around the house with a wire hanger, whacking my but like a fat pig

4. lastly im stupid enough to overshare all this on stupid xanga

1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You are very strong-willed and proud, but intensely private and not easy to know well. Behind your quiet exterior lies a great deal of emotional depth, sensitivity, complexity, and also fierce determination. When you want something you go after it rather quietly but insistently and wholeheartedly - and you usually get it.

2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
You are a gambler and an adventurer at heart, one who loves to take risks, to discover and explore new worlds, and to take the untried path rather than the safe, reliable one. You are an independent soul, freedom-loving, and often very restless. You need a lifestyle that provides opportunities for travel, movement, change, and meeting new people. A steady routine which offers much in the way of security but little in the way of space and freedom is odious to you.

why do we love others?

surveyed responses from male and female

1. We love others because through interacting with each other. As time pass, acts of kindness lead us to have emotional dependency and support on each other. That's why we care more and more of each other. Sometimes to the extreme of caring for family, friends or girlfriend more than caring for ourselves as we "love" them and wishes for the well-being more than ourselves. 

2. We love others because we are humans. We have emotional feelings that overcomes us, which those urges are probably love.

3. We love others because it's the feeling. We can't choose who to love. It jsut suddenly we love them.

4. When we feel lonely, we want someone always by our side to share thing with, to care about and to be cared.

5. We love others because they are kind.

6. We love others because we have interests as friends.

7. We love others because of feelings.

8. We love others for lust. We just want to fuck.

9. We love others because we felt like it at the moment.

10. We love others because we have humanity and kindness in ourselves.

11. We love others because human have love and affection.

12. We love others because many others are important and caring to us.

13. We love others because that is just the way it is. There is no answer to the question.

14. We love others because we have things in common.

15. We love others because of the feelings and born to love each other.

16. We love others because the feeling of love just comes and goes.

17. We love others because we don't hate them.

18. We love others because we want to make ourselves feel NICE and FRIENDLY.

19. We love others because it is nature.

20. We love others because they mean the most to us.