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Name: Kendall
Country: United States
Birthday: 7/28/1990
Gender: Female


Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 10/9/2004

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

Hey Guys!?!?!?!?

Wow, life has gotten a lot better...God works in awesome ways. Anyways, I have felt so accepted, man i love it! We got into a bit of a sticky situation but we fixed it all up!


Well, Ooo I got a new tv to replace my old one in my room... its sweet! I love it. I went to the game today, before i went to the game i went to Allison's house and got ready with the ladies it was funn!!!!!! and then we went to the game WE WON!!! OH YEA BABY...I hope we go to the dome this year and win the whole enchilada lol... Can't Stop Won't Stop...04' At the game MizZ and I hung out with Kellie, Sam, Ash, Mara it ws so funn! we had a blast... I thought the other girls were mad about us not hangin out with them the whole time but i guess they're not so thats good! anways tonight i might be goin to a parrrrrtaaay!!!lol so i gtg ttyl

.:*Do not be overcome by evil but overcome evil with good*:.

Quote from, God (((thanks mizz)))


Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Father Hear My Prayer
I Need The Perfect Words
Words That He Will Hear
And Know They're Straight From You
I Don't Know What To Say
I Only Know It Hurts
To See My Only Friend
Slowly Fade Away

So Maybe This Time
I'll Speak The Words Of Life
With Your Fire In My Eyes
But That Old Familiar Fear
Is Tearing At My Words
What Am I So Afraid Of

But Here I Go Again
Talkin Bout The Rain
And Mulling Over Things
That Won't Live Past Today
And As I Dance Around The Truth
That Time Is Not His Friend
This Might Be My Last Chance
To Tell Him That You Love Him
But Here I Go Again
Here I Go Again

Lord You Love Him So
You Gave Your Only Son
If He Just Believed
He Will Never Die
But How Then Will He Know
What He Has Never Heard
Or Never Seen Mirrored In My Life

So Maybe This Time
I'll Speak the Word Of Like
With Your Fire In My Eyes
But That Old Familiar Fear
Is Tearing At My Words
What Am I So Afraid Of


Currently Playing
Casting Crowns
By Casting Crowns
*.:Here I go Again:.*
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Goll,

I am so sick of this, I dont know how i am goin to make it through this year... Why can't I just have one true friend thats all i am asking for!!! Everyone just needs to wipe their fake smiles off and get into reality. It makes me sick how people treat eachother, especially girls it drives me crazy all they do is turn on eachother and stab eachother in the back. Everyone is like Oh Kendall, I want to be your friend... well thats a bunch of bull crap. I dont even want to go to Dewitt anymore its so dumb how everyone treat eachother. I just want to have friends, and no one has the courage to actually be different than everyone else and just be nice for once. It is really driving me crazy I cant take much more. I just want to go somewhere where people are actually nice and not fake. I find myself being fake and I have to remind myself to be who you are. I feel like I am forcing myself to just fit in. I HAVE to force myself into a group and then they treat you like crap. This has all been going through my head all of the time and I am sick of being silent. It's like these people dont even have minds of their own they just sit there like robots and say what you wanna hear then they just turn around and stab you with their words. I dont even want to go to school tomorrow or EvEr! I just need someone I can rely on... I nEeD yOu GoD....

     .:*One of these times your going to hurt me and I wont come back*:.


Sunday, November 07, 2004

Wow,

This school year is going to be really tough... I dont know, i mean so many of these girls have grown up together and its like they cant make room in their cliques for me, I really dont think i am going to Dewitt next year this is too hard for me i just want to fit in and have true friends. I have changed schools so many times and i am sick of mean people. Who can you trust? I have no idea

I aLwAyS eNd Up HuRt In ThE eNd I hAvE tO StOp GeTtInG mY hOpEs Up FoR nOtHiNg... DoEs AnYoNe WaNt To Be My FrIeND fOr ReAl ThIs TiMe?


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Napoleon Dynamite
By Jon Heder, Jon Gries, Efren Ramirez
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hey guys,

UgH! I have no idea whats going on, I am so confused... I really do not know who my real friends are, like do these people really even like me? Like sometimes i think they do and sometimes i think they just feel bad for me. I dont know if they even have ian interest in being my friend. rrrr, i have no idea i mean i really want to have some friends from school but i dont know if thats going to happen

Man aLiVe!!!

kendall



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