| | i feel like writing today but have no inspiration. i'm looking at my room and what i REALLY want is to get up and clean it. and really it would only take me all of 20 minutes or so - if that - but another part of me just wants to sit here and wait for my room to clean itself. is anyone else getting attacked by ants? for some reason, my room never gets attacked when i'm at school but every summer the ants come marching in. it's ridiculous. wow, just looking at this entry is already boring me and i'm the one writing it. it's not that my life is is drab, it's just ordinary.
i finally got a listen to the new offspring, weezer, coldplay, and atmosphere albums this week. my favorite was weezer's red album. i really should try more to stay in touch with music because there is a lot of good stuff in there hiding amongst the crap. coldplay i had higher expectations for but that's ok because i think coldplay makes music that grows on you. i never really like any of their albums at first so i listen to it once or twice and put them away. later on down the road i listen to it again and for some reason it will sound better. perhaps it the familiarity of it.
i think familiarity is a powerful feeling, especially in my life. it's comfortable to hear an old song that you still know the words too or see a place that was significant in your life that you haven't visited in a while. even people can be familiar. i have old friends that i don't talk to much anymore, but when we get together it's like we just hung out yesterday. things like that feel special. despite all of this, i'm afraid of things becoming TOO familiar. life becoming too repetitive. after writing this, i feel like i'm being ungrateful. like the person who asks for something and complains when they get it (you know what i mean. "why do guys always hit on me at clubs?" becoming "why isn't anyone paying attention to me" or "i wish i had more time to myself" becoming "i'm bored" and vice versa. i'm afraid these examples might have sucked).
anyways, i totally went off on a tangent. check out atmosphere's song "you." it's one of those songs i want to play over and over. it's a working class song full of good lines. "you don't know you."
anyways, i'm satisfied now. i managed to write just enough for my own benefit. if you read this i probably wasted a bit of your life. HAH! you're all bound to waste some of my time sooner or later so here's some advanced revenge. here, have this picture i found on my computer that was labeled UNSTOPABLE KILLING MACHINE to justify the reading.
 clearly a product of the army's newest top secret training. |
| | Posted 6/29/2008 10:46 PM - 11 views - 0 comments
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