ok im doing something i havent done in a long time updating

so on friday i woke up at 630 and me and my daddy got on the rode and headed for stoneborow lol i went back to sleep and we got there in 4 hours a 50 minutes lol which it usually takes 6 hours and then when i got their i hung out with my bro in law and nephew then i hung out with my mom when she got back. We ran into nicole and joe and my uncle rod and aunt linda (we stayed at the same hotel which was a dump) so then all went to our own rooms and i got a shower and anna did my hair while everyone got to meet up with each other. I got dressed, i wore my short pink brown and white skrit with a white tank top which was a belly shirt which is a size 10 in childrens btw with a pink button up shirt and we went to the funeral home (me my mom bro in law sister anna and nephew) when we went in, scott black talked to my nephew about death (Scott is an old time friend of the fmaily) and it was really nice and then when me and my sister went in we started bawling, which i never do! it was an open cascet which kinda scared me but i got over it and finally other people started showing and i got better and i had to stand up and great people which for the day my name was "Tishes youngest" or "Letty's youngest" (tish is my moms name and letty is short for letucia also) and i got to see my cousin corey and shawn and my uncle jim and aunt rina and a lot of other realtives. i saw my cousin jj who is one of my fav cousins  and i havent seen him or talked to him in forever and he got a spider bite on his head which made him look like harry potter because it was zig zaggy lol then after the veiwing before going to my uncle jims i hugn out with my cousin ronni his two sons and my cousin suzzies son brent and thanks to them i am scared to have boys because basically they r a bunch of rednecks but i love them lol... they catch alligaters for fun and keep them in their sock drawers and stuf... and then i also hung out with my aunt betty who literally havent seen in forever and i got to talk to her which was nice then i went to jims and jj was there cause jj is his son anywho when we were leaving jj shut the door from the kitchen to the basement which is how u leave and then opened the back dorr picked me up ( i was wearing no coat becuase i was hot and my button up shirt was not buttoned) then he gra bed under my legs and carried me and got to the steps of his back porch which wraps around the top of the house and alomst put me in the snow! lol so then he puts me down and i step on the porch and fall backwards but jj caught me lol. im like "you really dont like me do u" hes like "i coulda let you fall" so me and my moom went back and i changed to pjs then went to pool room (only nice part of the hotel) and hung out with my uncle rod aunt linda nicole joe kelly dad ej and anna lol they drank bear becuase the bar was closed they had to hang there! lol so finally we got kicked out at like 11 and i watched tv then went to sleep

saturday i woke up ate burger king got dressed and we headed to the funeral. I sat in fron t and isaw my cousin nicole for like the first time since we were 10 which was awsome! then the funeral started and i was good until my cousin ronni read his poem.. i cried like a baby, then nicole went and that made me cry more and finally the servixe ended and we said our goodbyes and they closed the casket and me my mom my uncle rod aunt linda uncle lou cousin suzie uncle jim and aunt rina got to go in thne limo and we went to the grave site and we had a very long funeral procession not as big as nicks dads though, we got to the site and said some prayers and we put a rose on her coffin and we left.. we all went to a lunch in which had amazing food, but i wasnt hungry i just ate choclate cake. me and nicole who is my age got to talk and cacth upwhich was really nice we got lots of pictures then some of the family went back to jims were we all hung out i love my family lol and i played with jj's sisters jen and debbie's little kids and they r soo cute!!! i hung out with a lot of my favorite cousins and i took a lot of pictures and i saw sassy which is my uncle jims dog and she is the best dog ever cept shes been sick lately, and i probably wont see her again, and her gradnson brown is jj's doggy lol he is as nice as his grandmother lol. then we had to leave and i said good bye to everyone i didnt think was going to the hotel later to hang out at the pool one of them was jj. so we got back to the dump i mean hotel and i put on pjs and a bathing suit (which is short on me) and went down to the pool room. i finally went  swimming and the pool was amazingly warm lol and the hot tub was really warm! lol and me and patrick played catch with a football and i rocked lol then people started arving like nicole and joe my aunt linda uncle rod uncle lou dad and sister and other sister and cubba bubba (one of my nephews), corey and her husband and two kids anyway me and pat got out and jj and my uncle jim and aunt rina came. jj was talking to my aunt linda and i wad wearing a shirt that says friends dont let friends tlak to ugly guys and i went over to my aunt and said "aunt linda i dont think u should talk to jj because i consider u a friend" and shes like "What?" and im like "Read the shirt" lol it was funni jj gave me an evil look Me and jj then played pool which he beat me twice then i beat him twice then me and my dad beat him and his dad lol. then i said goodbyes to everyone cause we were being kicked out and the next day we had to leave so i said goodbye to jj my uncle rod nicole and joe then i went over to my aunt linda and i past jj and said "I already said goodbye to you, you dont get another one" and i hugged my aunt linda and she said "Oh she told you" and then hes like come here and he gave me a hug and messed up my hair!!! lol then i said goodbye to everyone else and me and jj walked down the hallway and he said good bye to me one more time lol and tol me to be good and im like i always am ur the one who needs to be good! lol then he hugged me really tight and im like ok like dont kill me like u tried to yesturday and he laughed then my daddy was walking down the hallway and i met up wth him and we waled upstairs and he was crying and i said goodnight dad i love you and he said yea sure you do and idk if it was cause of the funeral and the departing of my family but it so got to me and i cried my eyes out and i look alergice to me tears when i cry lol soo....

sunday. woke up and packed and we eft the hotel and went out to eat with some of the family and we took up the whole restraunt cause it was a small resturant and we had a lot of people lol. we then said our emotional goodyes and me and my mommy went to my grandmoms grave site and we said goodbye (she was burried next to my poppop who i never met and infront of my great grandparents) then we went home and i miss my family!!!!!!