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| hello dear friends.So I feel Like blogging today. Why? I don't know. So my family is really starting to get on my nerves again. It's annoying really. Its not my parents, just my brother and sisters. They are spoiled, and they disrespect everyone. And I mean EVERYONE. goodness gracious. asdfgghjkl; They're spoiled and right now my brother is crying because my mom wont give him what he wants. Later, she'll probably give it to him. Ugh, I do not like spoiled people. But then again, I am spoiled also. Or, I feel like it. God's given me more than I ever ask for. And it seems like I am not grateful at all. But I am, or I try to be. It's hard. keeping faith is hard when you're not surrounded by people sharing the same faith. So anyways. I am grateful. God's made my life better. In so many ways. Of course, it still has it's flaws, but I manage. Actually, there are many flaws. But the goodness he puts it my life overcomes whatever I don't like. so yay for God!
Imma go now. I still have homework. Reading Rachels blog made me wanna do it myself. So yeah. Probably see you in a couple months blog. I should name you. From now I shall call you Timothy. Timothy the blog. I like it. haha. kayy, byee Timothy (:
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| *sigh*hello friends. It's been a while since I've "blogged" anything. Since only about 3 people (or even less) read my blogs, I am going to use it to get things out of my system. Why? Becuase when I say things to people, they can't be trusted :/ well anyway.... So I still dislike my school. People don't like me anymore. I don't know why. Supposedly, It's because I was talking "crap" about them. That is not true. Why would I do such a thing? I supposedly said, "I hate (insert person's name here) and I hated the the way she talked and I wasnt to b*tch slap her. I know. Again, why would I do such a thing? And so they, as in the group of people who don't like me, know I know what they think and they pretended to be my friends. But they are all just backstabbers. And they know I didn't say those things so why would they be mad at me? geeze. I DID let off some steam, but it was NOT talking "crap" about them. And I don't really think that is the reason why she's mad anymore. She just doesn't like me. And also, the person who I thought liked me out of the group really doesn't. And you know what is really messed? They hugged me before we left school for spring break. And one of them apologized for thinking I said stuff about them. But they still hate me. AND THIER STEALING MY FRIENDS. 2 of my friends don't even hang out with me anymore. They are hippocrites. (hippocrits?) Now I see who my real friends are. -.- The only person I can trust is GOD :] he keeps me going even though I don't want to. He can understand my pain. And now I've been thinking a lot about Jesus dying on the cross, since it's close to Easter. I feel so sad. He died to save me? And all those who sinned? He died, and didn't even deserve it. Out of love. I know, I shouldnt be acting this way, complaining about what people think of me. But still. They were my friends, and just started disliking me. *sigh*
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| I miss it.I miss learning about Him.
I miss it more than anything.
I cannot understand this book without people explaining.
I miss being inspired, its hard.
Yes, I know I can read the bible without anyones company, but it's difficult to understand.
I wish someone would sit down and do devotions with me and we could get into an intresting conversation.
*sigh*
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| This is my weekly blog.even though theres no one to read this, i shall write it anyway. its better to let out things in a way, instead of bottling it up in your mind. thats what i heard, Iono... So i just got back from my brothers practice. He was, BALLIN! Hahaha, not really. But it was cute, to see him try, i guess. I was waiting there for like an hour, and then Peter showed up. but then right when he showed up, he started to practice so i couldnt really talk to him. i was extremely bored... there were a group of 12 and 13 year olds playing. there were kinda cute, but not really. And i saw this one guy from my old school, but like he kinda sucked. But after practice we went to Bingo's and got filipino food.
Anyway, i was thinking about how when i think, it is different when I blog things. i have a lot of things to say, but i cant really type it when the time comes to write it down. I stare at the computer to try to figure out something to stay. But I guess I am not doing that now because i am typing what Im thinking. But I guess it wouldnt be as difficult if i could type as fast as i think. i would beable to type more if i type that fast. It takes me so long to type compared to how fast i think. By the time i type something, i already forgot what else i was going to say! intresting huh?
OH GUESS WHAT!! I made up a rhym. or however you spell it. haha. but i am supposed to make it into a rap about a chraracter in the bible. Its gonna be so funny watching my table rap. We cannot rap. The best we have is nathan. That would be hilarious to you if you knew who nathan was. but yeah. Alex and can rhym, i guess, but brian and Francis are kinda screwed. okok. so do you wanna hear my "gospel rap"? too bad, I type it down anyway.
sinful woman was her name,
She was sinful and sorrowful,
and she brought much shame.
She cried and wept,
She asked Jesus to save,
her from here horrible destiny,
And so he forgave
:D
haha.
So since we are on the topic of religion, i am wanna share something with you :O
Once upon a time there was a slave named joseph. He was good at everything because God gave him strength. So since he was good at everything, his king master trusted him with everything. So one day the King left the palace, and the Wife was trying to seduce joseph. But he resisted because he knew it was wrong. HE RESISTED TEMPTATION. SO YEAH.
i dunno. I guess it relates to me in a way because i always need to resist my temptations. like going on myspace. haha. wait, that wasnt funny. <s>haha.</s>
you know what else i was thinking? i feel really bad that people see me as a "religious" person, but I never get to share with them. Im wimpy. Like, i saw all this stuff, but its not enough to touch their lives. i guess I am not good at preaching. Im just so stupid because i have had so many good opportunities to spread God's word, but im scared. I think thats what it is.. i know i shouldnt be because God gives me strength. So it cannot be fear. i suppose its my stupiddity. *sigh*
Well, in other news, I am joining a beauty pageant. haha, i know. i am not the beauty pageant type. but Alex and I are going to join just to get away from home and make fun of people who are overly obsessed about their wieght XD I really dont think I will win.but its ok. i get to rent a hotel and stay there for a whole weekend!! yay :)
Well, that's enough of my ramblings. I could go on forever but eventually, i will get a hand cramp from typing. So I guess that is all for now. i suppose i will write here once a week, and update people on how my life is going. even though there are only about 2 people who actually read my blogs. haha. ok. ttfn, tata for now :)
P.S. you know what I found out? myspace codes do not work here! gosh.
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| I made this Xanga for nikkiWhy hello there everyone.
I made this site so i can connect with my friends who used to myspacers, but now are xanga users :) mostly nikki because she into this whole Xanga blogging thing. I made this for her it shall be used talking to her, and others of course.
I've had a Xanga before, but I had no friends, so i deleted it.
I had no idea how to use it, and I still do not know how :D
I feel like such a NOOB XD
xanga, that's a funny word.
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