With out you I have no control. With you Im slowly dying. Someone please tell me which way to go. I have this locked up in me and feel no self control. Im still wondering why? and how? I could say I dont know,but sadly I do. I hate the way I was I taught and I hate the way it wont leave. With you my heart is failing and you keep whispering in my ear keep going, its ok noone will ever know. Without you my brain is lost and I cant concentrait on my day. I have good grades, because of you Im a perfectionist, and do things I dont even know. I wont you gone, but without I just do something else to kill my pain. I feel ashamed, Im lost with no place to go. Im cold Im perfect Im lost Im yours Im here Im their Im gone so,so,so far gone. |