My Thoughts Blow Away With the Pull of a Trigger...

As thoughts run through my head,
I sit and wait for an answer.
Why do I even try anymore,
I am better off dead.

After my mind clears,
more things rush in.
What have I gotten myself into,
and down come the tears.

I hate my life,
and the world that I live in.
If only I can survive,
ther won't be anymore strife.

This year must come to an end,
just like any other.
Though this year it is different,
It is a beginning to a fresh new wind.

Time stands still,
at the moment of reckoning.
My life has ended,
Yet started a new.

Lots of emotion today. I just had to put it in an artistic form. I hope everyone enjoys haha. funny.

~brandon

Wow! 2 entries in 2 days! That has to be a record.

Today was an okay day. Nothing really exciting happened. Waking up for school this morning was a bitch considering I was up so late last night. I am pretty sure I fell asleep in pretty much every class today. I got out of school and ate and hung out with Jenna for a little while. Whenever I took her back home, I came home and slept almost all of the afternoon. I woke up 30 minutes before showcase practice started and rushed to the school. I was still early and had to sit and wait. Showcase practice sucked as usual. I wish they would just go ahead and divide up the nights for each skit. So, I left there at like 9ish and headed home. I got home and realized that I'm not happy. I have all of these thoughts running through my head and just everything is piling up on me again. I do not want a repeat of a few months ago. I will not let myself slip back into a state of depression. I absolutely refuse! Therefore, I am gunna try my hardest to be happy and take an optomistic look on everything. Anyways, that's enough for one day! Later guys.

~brandon

Finally! A new Entry.

Okay, so yeah. I know I haven't updated since like December, but I thought I would do it today. This past week was one of the best of my life. I have learned so much about myself and about my friends. The week started out okay, but by the time Wednesday got here, it was all starting to look up. We loaded the bus for Jackson to go to FBLA competition after 3rd period Wednesday. The bus ride down there was good. There weren't that many people so we all had our own seats and it was extremely easy to sleep. We get to the hotel and check in, then head to the mall. It was a fun time, even though I didn't buy anything what-so-ever. Then we went and got ice cream from Marble Slab creamery. Yum! The night ended on a good note. The next morning me, Sarah, and Anna competed in Emerging Business Issues by giving this crappy speech. Needless to say we didn't place. After that was all over and done, we walked to get lunch. It was then, we met some great new people. We met Cory, Josh, and Clay from East Union. We all hung out for a while and when we got back to the hotel, we were introduced to Jennifer. She is totally awesome!!! The rest of the day was great. We went and ate that night and came back to the hotel to hang out with our new group of friends. There is so much more that happened that night that I could go into detail about, but it would take absolutely forever. Lets just leave it at....AmAzInG nIgHt!!! haha. Friday we got up and went to awards. Said goodbye to our new friends and headed to band competition in Pearl. Kossuth walked away with Straight Superiors across the board. What an amazing feeling!!! Last night Cory and Jennifer came to Corinth to hang out and we all had a blast. A few of us stayed with Daniel. Anyways, this entry is long enough. I should be updating a lot more....So keep a look out. Later!!!

~brandon

Hey People. Here is the deal. My phone got demolished. I lost all of my number. You can email me your phone number or talk to me on MSN. I need to try and get them all back. Thanks a Bunch!

~Brandon

Currently Listening Rent (2005 Movie Soundtrack) see related

It has been freakin' forever since I have updated. Lots has happened, bad thing, I can't remember hardly any of it. Everyone get a MySpace. I like it so much better than this! Anyways, sorry for the short post, but at least it is an update! Later.
~brandon

OH YEAH! Everyone go see RENT! It is really good. I have seen it 3 times already.