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| long time, no talkit's been awhile. i hope everyone is doing well. we moved to a tiny little town, population 1,079. there is no grocery store, but there is every fast food retaurant you can imagine. it's kinda crazy, but we have a nice house and all of our pets love it. there's even a fenced in back yard for the dog.
i am starting a photography business. that's exciting, a lot of work, but exciting.
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| I GRADUATED>>>> anyone need a photographer? because i don't know what the hell else i am going to do! | | |
| well kids, my absence can be attributed to the fact that i am taking 24 units this semester.... i took on the load because it means that i get to graduate in 2 weeks.... yes that's right, after this long and a four year break, i am finally almost done.... woo-hoo for me!! | | |
| a plain ol' shitty dayso,,, i was all set to graduate in december, the day after my 27th birthday. about fucking time, right? well, i went in to the academic advisor's office today, just to CONFIRM that everything was all set, and she drops a bomb on me that i need one more upper division general ed. it's fucking ridiculous. i am working my ass off, taking 24 units, because at the begining of the semester they threw a sophmore english at me... i wanted to take the load, i really wanted to finish. so, what's a girl to do? i can't take any more classes this semester. i could take a winter intersession class, but there isn't financial aid for it, and i don't have any extra money. i could take the class next semester, but it really sucks. i had my heart set on graduating, my family was going to come see me. i just feel like it isnt ever going to happen. and of course, M reminds me that this ruins all of our plans of getting the hell outta dodge.... of going someplace new and exciting. so i feel like a gigantic piece of shit. it doesn't help that we are completely broke. M graduated in May, with a degree in Sociology. she wants to break into marketing, and that is more of a task than we anticipated. with my school schedule, i have class 6 days a week, and the hours are strange, so i can only work two days a week at the restaurant. i feel like my life is completely falling apart. i just don't know what to do. i need to get my shit together, but i just can't see past the next day, so getting it together feels like a huge task that i just don't have the stamina for. i kinda feel like M is dropping the ball too... i know she is trying to find a job, but their has to be something out there, why can't she find it?
i don't know what i need from her, but i need something. i feel completely alone and i just want to throw in the towel and be a fucking waitress for the rest of my life. i really don't want to be a waitress, but it feels like the only thing i can be. i don't know what to do. i really don't know... | | |
| the goings on in my lifehey there, my lovelies. it's the middle of the hottest fucking summer ever, and it takes all of my resolve to leave the air-conditioned cocoon of my house. i am waitressing, which is sucking, because this bitch rosa hates me. it's not my fault that i don't make extra money to just throw at her, but fuck that cunt. the latest news is that i have been getting harrassing phone calls at work. so i made a police report, and then i find out that P, the only other server who doesn't tip out the kitchen (because she is also the only other one that has ever worked in another restaurant, and knows that we don't have to tip out the kitchen because they make more than we do) has been getting these phone calls for a year..... my guess is that once word gets around that i filed a police report, the phone calls will stop, because my intuition tells me that they are coming from someone in the kitchen, and they don't feel like getting harrassment charges filed against them...
what else? not much. just can't get past the extreme heat here in sacramento. it's been waaaay too fucking hot to even function. no one is leaving their houses, it feels like a ghost town. that also means that no one is going out to eat (especially not cajun food) so i am not making any money at work. hopefully today will be different.
all right, ladies, i hope everyone is having a super day.
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