add me here.

i feel like shit.
i think i have a mild fever. blah.
i might stay home tomorrow.
the show was mediocre.
i saw people i knew from school&myspace. haha.
fbtmof's set was short.
it pissed me off.
girls who think they're the shit piss me off too.
boys piss me off as well.
same with hopesfall.
oh man they sucked.
yeah, there you go folks...
lots of things piss me off.
i'm just a very angry individual.
don't make me punch you in the face!
remember, i give bitches stitches!

EDIT 04/18
i think i ate my monroe stud last night because i woke up to find my face with a hole in it but no stud. shit! i hope i didn't. i can't find it. adfoja;odjf;olaj.

i'm not going to school. i still feel like shit. ughhhhh. someone bring me over some chicken noodle soup.

i had a really bad dream last night that involved my boyfriend leaving me. thank god it was just a dream. phew.

ok, i'm going back to bed in hopes of finding my stud when i wake up.

EDIT #2
no more worries. ben's going to send me some labret studs because i'm poor and i can't afford them. why do they have to be so damn expensive? they're just fucking studs!

i'm already getting sick of being sick. it's only been 3 days. i need a shower.

oh and i'm going to try to be optimistic from now on. i'm sick of always moping around and putting myself down. haha. i rhymed.

whoa! i can't believe i can still slide down the railing of my stairs. though, it hurts my pubic bone and gives me coochie burns. hahahldjf;a. =\

i really dislike the girls that are by me in the girl's gym locker. they are so stuck-up and arrogant. they always look at me in disgust as if i'm like morbidly obese and i have fat just dripping everywhere. i mean, i know i'm one who's fortunate enough to have a nice body and i have a little gut to me from drinking and eating a little too much. haha. but c'mon now...i'm not that bad. plus, i'm kind of wondering why they keep looking at me. [not to be cocky, but they do.] =\ i even caught this girl looking at my tits. no lies. it kind of makes me feel uncomfortable. the only person i would want to look at me in any sexual way is my boyfriend.  lolololz.

EDIT
i luv being sXe.

i am soooooo straightxedge. i am a nymphomaniac and i like to take it up the ass from my boyfriend everyday. i drink bottles of 99 bananas and i smoke bowls and bowls of marijuana. then after that, i like to kick up my high with a pack of cigarettes. shut up people, i'm still sXe after doing all these things!!!!)#@*$ i never sold out, i swear!

omg i'm so xtuffxcorex with my phat photoshop skillz and my high contrast. U R ALL GELLUS!

if you're wondering...that's all a joke. i'm not sXe. i'm just making fun of them obviously because they say they're straightedge but they always say dumb things like: "i have casual sex but i'm still sXe." lmfao. whatever. obviously some of them don't know what straightxedge is and what it stands for because most of them are trendy fucks. but what do i care? i just like making fun of them that's all. plus, i was bored.

going on, i drew in those plugs in my ear and i think i look ok with them. maybe i'll really get my ears gauged. =) oh and that's the first picture i have took in years where i have my hair up. haha gross. it'll definitely be the last too.

nothing like a little sarcasm to cheer myself up from feeling a little down in the dumps. lately, i've been feeling that way. "down in the dumps". i think i do this to myself a lot because i'm one who likes to know what's going on and such. i don't like to be left behind. i like communication. a lot. &when i'm lacking it from a person, i just think up all these thoughts and they're not always the best thoughts in the world. so i start to go way over my head and i start to think of the worst, then i just start to worry. it's not a healthy thing to do. i can't say i can't help it because i can...but i just don't know how. plus, it's not just that. i always need to be reassured about things. for instance, i'm always questioning alex if he loves me or i'll say something sarcastically so i'd get a response from it just so i can make sure that everything will be fine. eh, wow i don't know how he keeps up with me and deals with my crap. i'm so complicated. yeah, i'm so fortunate. thank god he does.

yeah, ok enough whining. i'm so tired from skateboarding at the dam. so screw homework. i might be able to make it to the nfg show tomorrow. woo! goodnight.

it's been so long since i've changed my layout, so i finally made a new one inspired by the wonderful with dead hands rising. they kick ass and take names. thanks to dani for introdouching them to me! hahaha. <3 ilovethatgirl!

ok, here's a quick recap of what i did this weekend:
thursdayum went to jake's place with becca. hung out with them for awhile but josh was there, so i left with katie. later on, we hung out with andy and james. i ended up spending the night over at katie's place.
fridaynothing really. ran some errands with mom.
saturdaycomeback kid show with ashley. one of the best shows i've ever been to. ashley also spent the night and i got to talk to alex for awhile. =)
yesterdayalexisonfire show with dani and will. it really sucked. except for alexisonfire's set. afterwards,  we ate at pizza luce's and dropped off will. then we hung out at my house and she stayed  til' 1am.
todayfirst day of 4th term; it was alright. i'm trying to adjust to the change. i hate change! i have u.s. history for first period, english 10 for second period, physical 9 for third period, and gym for fourth period. i really hate lunch. i don't have it with alicia anymore. blah. atleast this quarter i have people i know in my classes. though, i don't have john or dan in my english anymore! omfgz. i miss those boys! i saw john today in gym and was like "wtfuxorz! d00d, i miss you!" and he's all "yeah! i missed you too!...i miss getting to pick on someone." haha. jerk. he might come with me this friday to go see nfg. i don't like them but i'm all for eisley.