hey.......

been very busy with soo much things.. err   ... like for real. but whatevers. im all ok.. now..hehehe 

hey lows. sorry i havent updated in a long time.. i been busy with things.. pretty boring.. really. but yeha..

Currently Playing Inspiration (includes Bonus DVD) By William Hung see related

These pasted days....

I have been very busy with STUFF !! nah yeah.. I had to get Kay's things together and send them to her. I really do miss her but i know she is having fun and she likes it..So whatever.!! Myspace is so complicating.. I Just don't get it.. Edna has to help, cuz im myspace under-educated.

I love the rain!! hate the lightning ! I can't spell. I didn't even get that much sleep cuz of it. shucks.. man now im tired.. Not lazy just tired. I also love my grandma's chocolate cherry cake.. SOO yummie !!

Okay.. omg... soo horrible.. We [ Me, Donald, Edwin, Edward, Julie, Leonor, her bf, Jed, Jayson ] went to Ice palace.. So much fun but HELLA COLD  !! No one fell the first couple of laps.. then all I see is... Donald falling but he was okay. gave it a kiss and I hope it was all better. I'm sure it really hurt. Poor guy.. The I think jayson fell 2x's and then again Donald fell.. Lol. but really sad. Edward was trying to get Julie to go faster and was pushing her and she fell. I'm sure she wanted to get him back soo much. I had fun.. but when I was skating like "in my own lil world" I was thinking about Annyssa and how much I missed her. I was starting to tear up {no one really knew, saw or cared }.. when I was skating. All the things I won't get to see her do. won't get to Watch her get bigger and play with her anymore. Its really heartbreaking... but I'm going to be matture and accept that she is gone and all I have of her is memories. Now I just hope I Don't lose my mind !!

Random comedy moment..

Robin Williams : " Aren't Cats like Drag Queens? " " The way they look at you? " " who loves kitty ? " "you love kitty? " "are these Your shoes? " " blag." " who loves kitty?" 

It was Robin Williams Live on HBO !! We have the DVD !!

*utter*

happy new year people  !!

Start a new year... cant wait .  I hope a lot better then last year. anyways. yeah I had fun.OMG.. when I got home I checked out answering machine and I played the messages. Kay left one... I felt horrible for not being home to talk to her on new years eve. She and I always spent new years eve together and without talking to her I felt werid. I might call em back and see what she did. I hope she had fun and was behaving like an adult. Knowning kay.... she most likely went out and partied hard with Kim. I knew what she was upset about.. but there was no way I could help her with that. I couldnt even help myself with what I wanted but I will live.

Its the frist day of a new year and its raining !! Not Fair ! Shucks, I really wanted to go play in it. I have no one to play with and I already feel sick soo playing in the rain wouldnt of helped any. I dont want to get sick and have to cancel beach on Tuesday. Unless it rains.. but still could go out or something. Soo Confused. I dont like the cold that much but I feel like Ice Skating ! werid huh? wells its almost 7 and Im sure my family on Maui might try to be calling and if I stay on any longer Im gun get yelled at.

[ "She Isnt Very Funny" ]  ["Remember The Hula Hoop" ]  [ "Honk Honk" ][ "J.I.C." ]  Funny Things Kay and I used to laugh about !!

*reechy*

hey..

My boyfriend always teases his friend about it..so now I have the song stuck in my head.. SoOoO SoRRy DeReK !!

okies...

     ummm.. just stress and worring quite a bit about my Grandpa Dying.  I hardly can't wait. I know I shouldn't say that "it's horrible" but seriously he has put me through so much Pain. I couldn't [even if I wanted to] never forgive him for it.  I shouldn't even say that I hate him, since he is family [ ha ha .... family].. I duno. Does your family make you feel like your worthless on purpose?  Does your family hit you just cuz they feel like it? I wouldn't say thats a family. More like my friends are my family. I knoe they will be there for me when I need them. It's to hard to respect him but that's what my grandma wants me to do, ok then fine, I will be good . he he he well then I will try to be good.  As long as I get out of  the house atleast once this week I should be okay.

I just want a really big hug [from someone special] and some mint chocolate chip Ice cream. [I duno why but I have been craving it]

Other then that my break is going great. I just can't wait for NEW YEARS !! To start over happy and with people that I can have fun with. !!YEAY!!