I hate these online things.  No one ever puts down thier true feelings and if they do, itz only because they want the whole world to know.  I guess i need something tangable.

Itz also funny when you arent sure what u want. A simple gesture or a few words from someone else can totally change your mind.  Or when you discard a toy.  It may still work and you love it, but something new comes along and you want to try that.  Then when the new toy breaks, you wonder why you stopped playing with the old one.

I want my old toy back.

Yeay school is over!!!  NO more worring about finals, homework, or Kurkowski!!! ^_^ Im gunna miss all of you thou. Everyone I knew and got closer with or met for the first time. You all made this year bearable lol. No i defiantely had some good times this year. Definately not my best year grade wise, but there were plenty of times that i look back and smile.  My birthday, the library, gaming club (yes i know), shopping, late night study sessions, anime days, sleep overs, talking about boyz, losing all my money T.T, and just hanging out. Thankz guys, i miss you all.

Well anyway, i just came home from Deleware. I went with my friend Kirstie, her mom and her brother, and we stayed with her aunt, uncle, and two cousins.  It was a lot of fun, not to mention all of the crazy signs down there. Sat, was the car ride up, which consisted of lots of manga (Sailor Moon) and other reading, meeting the family (they brought thier dog (a pug) and a cat(i like cats)), being in awe of the house's priettiness, going to the beach for 10 mins, and eating at Crakerbarrels (i like it cuz you can eat and shop!!). When we got home, we played Life, and I won!! Go me (does the happy dance). It was a good first day. Did i mention Kirsties little cousin? Shes adorable and if you know my sister, her cousin talks just as much lol.

We slept v. late the next day.  It was a v. tiring car ride.  We went to the beach, but Kirstie and I went shopping and i bought this cute Celtic necklace ^_^!!  We shopped for a few hours, but spent most of our time in the bookstire. go figure lolz.   We played Monopoly when we got home. I didn't win, but it was very close. Darn you Kirstie and Free Parking!!! The family went to the movies, but Kirstie and i decided to stay home. We got our bathing suites on and we went in thier BIG bathtub and had a party of our own ^_~.  I got this new red bathing suite and i think i look pretty good if i do say so myself. It was a lot of fun. We again, went to bed early because, well we ladies like our beauty sleep.

Kirstie's aunt, uncle and cousins went to a Yankee's game (they lost), so we had the house to ourselves. Kirstie's mom decided to take us to this mini water park called Jungle Jim's.  Although it was small, it was a lot of fun!  They have this one waterslide that goes up and down and we got soaked!  When we finished with the park, Kirstie, her brother and I walked to block buster and we rented Scary movie 3 and Interview with a Vampire. Her mother was suppose to pick us up, but we forgot that we brought the keys with us so she couldn't lol (blonde moment). Omg, they are such good movies!!! I definatley recomend them!  Interview with a Vampire starred Brad Pit and Tom Cruise ::drool::!!! Not only were there hotties, but it had a really good story line based on Anne Rice's books.  @.@ Must read @.@

Thursday we went to Ocean City, Maryland and went to the boardwalk to see Ripley's Believe It or Not Museum.  I liked the Vampire section the best, but it was all really cool. I defiantley recomend for everyone to check it out. Only $10 for 2 and a half hours of  interesting displays.  then end part is really funny for anyone whos been there, you know what i mean lol. I think Maryland is the Perverted state. While driving up there, we saw the resturaunt Big Peckers, Crabby Dicks (complete with Crabby Dick balls and Seamen sause), the bearded clam, and other signs that said 'Gone getting Stoned, See you tomarrow!' I lost my camera.... ::cries::

Friday the family came back and we went to the beach. Unfortuately im as white as i ever was. No tan for me T.T.  We got home and ate horrible pizza, then played scrabble. Again, i lost, but i came close. Unfortualty, Kirstie and i didnt get to play Scabble by ourselves where everything is game lol. We kinda just hung out and watched some stand up on tv. I like Elvira Kurt and Jim David. They are really funny. PILLOW FIGHT!!! Bible songs lolz. long story..

Sataturday we had a good time, but we were ready to come home.   The light wouldt go off in the cart so we spent somemore time than we needed trying to figure it out. Tuxedo Gin is an amazing manga!! Go read it!  Now im home. im tirrrrr........ ::snore::

I went driving today. Yes another blonde behind the wheel! Omg, was i tense. My instructer put on the radio, was talking on her cell phone. I almost hit like 4 cars, but she was just dandy. Thank goodness she had another break underneath her. Im ok on my left turns, but i go too wide on my right. I was soo scared. She got lost and so she was like. ok lets go on the highway. i was like WHA!?!?!

Thank goodness school is almost over. i cant wait for summer. Work, vacation, and relaxing. Its all good lol.

I saw Harry Potter! OMG sooo good. My god did Harry, Fred and George grow up lol. I am sad to say no Oliver Wood, but it was still a great movie. They left out a few things, but that is to be expected. Sirius and Lupin were not hot enough!!! Lupin looked like Hitler! Not cool!!! ah well...

Omg. I have been sooo busy lately. In fact, i have no time to write this entry, but i desprestly need a break.  So many projects due this week. I am exausted. It was my first time i ever pulled an all nighter doing hw. Yes i have been up to 2 in the morning doing it usually, but not an all nighter. I literally passed out when i came home. Thank goodness it will be over soon. This week, next week, then finals. I cant belive its here already. Not a moment too soon. The AP kids should have a party...

I already began work. I worked twice this weekend at the pool and i got burnt. T.T  At least i get paid.  I met some really cool new people and it was nice to see a few familiar ones.  I also went on an art trip to the college of New Jersey this week.  I took 3 workshops. I made a dream catcher (which looks like it died btw), then i did print making (same in art class), and i took belly dancing. It was a soo much fun. I got a little jealous though when the middle school boys were doing better than me.  O well. I know how to pole dance and belly dance. Not very well mind you, but i do know! i need to practice.

I also participated in rent an athlete day. Basically teachers bet on u and then ur are thir slave for the day. My art teacher bought me. I cleaned sinks. Fun isnt it? But i got bagels and munchkins so itz all good. My friend Edgar from elementry school was working with me so at least i wasnt alone. Then later than day ilana dragged me to her house and we walked to Geick because stupid people cant follow directions.  Because we were so bummed out, mom took us to EB and we saw Van Hellsing. OMG did it sux!  The best character was the made up guy named Carl. Yes Carl.  If they stuck to Dracula (i read but the ending was a dissapointment) not werewolves, dr. jkcl and mr. hide, and Frankenstein. it might have been good. It had itz moments but i give it a C. Now Ilana and I are making a movie parody. ^_^ this is going to be fun.

O and thankz to my russain, im on an old band kick. I listened to Van Halen, acdc, Rolling Stones , and a few others.  Im tired. Im goin back to bed.

*Yawn* I'm so tired been running all weekend. i know ive been in trouble and grounded, but yet i still find things to do.  So much to do like papers in stuff, but i havent the time or the drive to do any of it T.T

Ok friday i really didnt do much. I went down to the DMV with Kevin and liza Kowistki (i havent a clue how u spell it), and this other kid from CVA. Kevin is cute ^_^. I almost failed my eyesight test.  I really wanted to see the Sandburg's play (Sandburg is soo better than Salk) Joesph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat, but unfortunately I am still grounded. I sry Jessie! So i settled on not doing my hw and playing FF7! Yeay go Cloud go!

Saturday i slept till 12 30 and had to go to my softball game at 2. OMG it was hot as anything! If i had balls, they would have melted.  I also had to catch so u could imagine what i was goin through. Chris Kelly was our coach and i thought that was pretty cool eventhough he didnt envoke the infield fly rule or the dead ball rule (man i should be umping). His dad coachs my team, his sister is on my team, and the brother umped. I just though i would share. The catcher for the other team puked and another couldnt see straight so we had a little break time thing.  Anyway, i was dissapointed because i kept walking so i couldnt hit the ball and i got out when my teamate hit a line drive and the girl caught it and i couldnt get back to first in time. i was POed !!! ::coughcoughchris'faultcoughcough::

After the game i showered and when shopping with mom and EB mall, and i had Michele tag along.  I bought this cute new skirt i think i might wear tmw. I bought a few more things like manga and a few essentials, but u dont need to know about that ! So shopping was fun with a little girl talk. (some grounding huh?)

Today (Sunday) the family and i went to see Shrek 2. OMG some of it was piss ur pants funny! Puss in boots is my new favorite fairy tale (I dont need any sly comments right about now). It was soo great. i think it was better than the first one, but thatz my opinion. Then we found out Michele and her dad were in the same movie so we said hi afterwards.  It was cool.  So in short, it was very good.

Then i had a little delema once i got home. I totally forgot that i had try out for the all star team, but once we got into my developement i saw we were like 10 mins. late. So i was like can i still go and my parents seemed like they didnt want me to go. So after making them feel bad and me getting pissed off, i went to try outs and did ok. Ill see if i made it by friday. Even though it will take a lot of commitment, im up for it. i love softball and fell that itz definately worth it, even if my parents dont agree. All in all, it was a decent weekend.