[my name is]: kerrie kimpel
[in the morning i]: never know where i am
[love is]: impossible to describe
[i dream about]: people and situations that would never happen

-W I T H .T H E. SAME. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: confidence
[last person u slow danced with]: ashley

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: i tend to skip the crush part.
[easiest to talk to]: amanda or bobs

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: yes

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: amanda or karen
[hugged]: heidi
[kissed]: same
[you instant messaged]: ashley anderson
[you laughed with]: the frisch's crew

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: maybe
[what's your favorite food?]: whatever is closest
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: strawberries or oranges
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: yes

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: seriously... a lot
[of hearts i have broken?]: 4 that i know of
[of boys i have kissed?]: NONE bitches
[of girls i have kissed?]: 8
[of drugs taken illegally?]: 0
[of tight friends?]: 4
[of cd's that i own?]: a bunch
[of scars on my body?]: too many to name off
[of things in my past that i regret?]: honestly... one

-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: that i tend to only see the good in people
[i want]:  to stop hurting everyone around me
[i have]:  awesome friends
[i wish]:  things were as clear in the present as they are looking back
[i hate]:  how i act cold about certain things that bother me
[i miss]:  ashley's hugs
[i fear]:  making the 'wrong' decisions
[i hear]: the computer humming
[i search]:  who knows
[i love]: how everybody is different
[i ache]: when i hear certain songs
[i care]:  not so much anymore
[i always]: second-guess myself
[i dance]: in the car
[i cry]: all the time
[i do not always]: talk about my feelings
[i write]: letters i never give people
[i confuse]: everyone who has ever met me
[i can usually be found]: at the house
[i need]: to slow down
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: no
[if so, when and with who]:
[favorite place to be kissed?]: lips, neck
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: maybe
[druggie]: no
[gang member]: no
[daydreamer]: of course, im an artist
[alcoholic]: nope
[freak]: by whose definition?
[brat]: probably
[sarcastic]: who, me?
[goody-goody]: not since high school
[angel]: never
[devil]: possibly
[friend]: decent.. im am good listener
[shy]: at first
[talkative]: yes
[adventurous]: sometimes
[intelligent]: yes

-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-

[impacted you the most spiritually]: not too sure
[wish you saw more often]:  ellyn and tia
[most sarcastic]: heather... if i am still allowed to call her a friend
[wish you knew better]: amber
[knows you best]: amanda
[best outlook on life]: heidi
[most paranoid]: ashley
[sweetest]: heidi

-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: sense of humor or ability to listen
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: always in denial
[most annoying thing you do]: talk shit about people and get angry over stupid stuff
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: try to pretend things dont exist
[describe your personality in one word]:  complicated
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: smile
[person you regret sleeping with]: honestly, none
[height]:  5'0"
[a smell that makes you smile]:  axe pheonix
[a city you'd like to visit]:  new york
[a drink you order most often]: Diet pepsi
delicious dessert]: ice cream
[a book you highly recommend]: Jayne eyre
[the music you prefer while alone]: sappy shit
[your favorite band]: evanescence
[a film you could watch over and over]: napoleon dynamite
[a TV show you watch regularly]:  fear factor, when i can catch it
[you live in a(n)]: house
[your transportation]: car
[your cologne or perfume]:abercrombie
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: art and poetry
[something important on your night table]:  pictures

things are getting harder and harder for me everyday. i can find distractions during the day to keep my mind off of things, almost completely.. but then something happens and it feels like a blow to my stomach. thursday it was when karen said 'little baby kitty'.. last night it was when i realized i'll be sleeping alone at amanda's house.. yesterday i put the cd in that ash made and was supposed to give to some friend of heathers... but she gave it to me. i guess since i cant hear her voice on the phone, this will have to do for now. its just weird, because things are supposed to get easier as time goes on... but thats not the case, this time. im hoping that means something... im hoping that means when i contact her after school, we can start slow.. a friendship, or whatever... and continue to talk and soon hang out.. and work back into the way things were... better, even.

for now... im going to keep up the distractions. last night was movie night with heidi and tonight is work/sleep.. then work in the morning... and then sunday night i am getting trashed. i know i can have fun if im drunk. then monday is the cookout, which might be fun.. but then i just have to continue living one day at a time.. until shes back in my arms.

HAVE YOU EVER:
had a true kiss? yes
fallen in love? yes
been heartbroken? of course
been afraid to love? yes, terrified
lost someone you cared about? yes
broken someone's heart? yeah.. unfortunately
been played? definitely... several t imes
gotten down on your knees for someone? im sure i have at one point

WHAT IS THE:
01) longest relationship you've been in? 2 years
02) shortest relationship you've been in? actual relationship- a couple months

03) best kiss ever? ashley
04) funniest kiss? hmm.. probably one of the impressions i was doing of someone.. haha 

05) who would you never want to lose?ashley of course... but outof my friends, amanda.
06) who do you regret to lose? i dont know
08) biggest thing you fear? Death 

RANDOM:
favorite word? hmm theatrekids?
favorite place you want to be? im fine where i am right now
rain or sun? sun
winter or summer? summer
love or hate? Love
one moment you'll never forget?  thursday january 20 
future career? hahaha... something involving art history
Kids or no kids? someday....way down the road.... kids
Cat or dog? Cats (little baby kitties)  lol had to leave this one alone
Half empty or half full? half full
Sandals or sneakers?  i think by "sneakers" you are referring to the kind of shoes i actually wear
Wonder or amazement? both
Red car or white car? Neither
Happy & poor or sad & rich? happy and poor
Hugging or kissing? both
Coffee or ice cream: ice cream
Bridges or tunnels: bridges
One pillow or two: one
Pierce your nose or tongue? tongue
Grey or gray? Gray
Color or black-&-white photos? I like both
Sunrise or sunset? sunsets
M&Ms or Skittles? m&ms
Emeralds or rubies? Emeralds
Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best friend
Making love or having sex? depends on the mood
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
Boys or girls? Girls
Green beans or carrots? Green beans
Low fat or fat free? Low fat

BE HONEST NOW:
Do you have a crush? does my girlfriend count?
Who is it? ashley bowers
Are you guys together? yes
If so, how long has it been? about three months... feels like so much more though:)
What is it that attracts you to him/her? wow... everything, really... her passion for music, her eyes, her band stories.. lol... her weird impressions of stuff... i could go on and on
Is he/she everything you mentioned above? all that and so much more
Where do you want to live? i dont know.. i like columbus a lot
What kind of job do you want? an easy one lol
Do you want to get married? yeah when it’s legal

ONE:
1 second ago: doing this survey
1 minute ago: doing this survey
1 hour ago: ummmmmmmmmm haha
1 day ago: hanging out with bobs and getting ready to go to a softball game 
1 week ago: probably chilling in the room
1 month ago: same thing
1 year ago: somewhat living in c-bus