I feel like shit...plain and simple

I'm unbelievably pissed off and frustrated.

screw em

wellll, school starts oh so very soon.

the past two nights have been lotsa fun, kollin had a bonfire, chilled in the hot tub, twas a good time.

tonight i hang out with paul and nick

tomorrow i hopefully go shopping, and i'm gonna see a movie w/ cade and ppl

friday I MIGHT have a bonfire....

and blah. that's it.

I'm HOME.

Wisconsin was grand.

This is what it was like......It was two weeks of hard core reading, eating, and sitting around just relaxing. plus a bit of swimming, fishing, wakeboarding, tubing, sailing, golfing, hiking, shopping, gaming, kyaking, star gazing, spending time with the family etc.

The night sky in the north woods is unforgettable.               The stars were absolutely amazing up there

This morning I baked an apple pie for Russ's birthday

 I was proud .

hm, i just want a close group of friends. I'm sick of only being able to hang out with a few ppl at a time because I have friends in all different groups. It sucks.

I miss cade...and marie...and stacy...and josh...and everyone else who I never get to see...

I miss calvary... never thought i'd say that.

I miss youth group.

I miss church camps.

I miss retreats.

as much as I hate the thought of school starting again..I think it will be good for me, because I miss seeing tons of ppl.

I miss sleepovers.

dangit. I hate these moods.

I just got tons of good books to read while in wisconsin  that makes me happy.

another one of our cats had kittens...six of them, she had them in the Lilies, weird.