| I am taking Dakota to get rims for his car today. I am so happy and excited that I get to spend the day with him and he will be going with me to my dads. Dad loves him  and Dakota really likes my dad. They are goofy, Dakota thought my dad didnt like him and my dad said that he really does like him, better than any of my other boyfriends, and that if he had to give him a big hug and kiss(on the cheek) to prove it he would. Dakota told him he was still waiting for the hug and kiss and dad just said not to tempt him!
They are so funny.
Im eating this really good soup...its that Campbell's Vegetable soup and its very good! I am not big on soup but this is awesome. lol I am random today and I feel a lot better than I did yesterday.
I was watching Celebrity Fit Club and Dustin Diamond (aka: Screech from Saved by the Bell) is so annoying. He is just out for everyone! He is always starting trouble and I was so suprised to see that poor geeky Screech was an  like that. Well he was acting
Well I am gonna go finish eating my soup! Tis very good!
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| Im back from the beach...
I wrote a big long entry but I set it to private. Sorry...I really expressed myself in it and it deals with issues I would rather remain secret. I just needed to relieve myself of it and I have done so. So much is going on that noone else knows about and its just personal thoughts and feelings and has nothing todo with thoughts or inputs of anyone else. Just myself and how I feel right now...
And I hate it.
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| I leave for the beach trip in the morning...
It has not kicked in yet that I have actually graduated from high school but I know it will come July 2nd and even August when PHHS goes back to school.
But everyone has to move on to the next stage in life even though they may wish they could stay in that particular moment for the rest of their life. No worries other than having your homework done and not being late to class. Im going to miss it a lot. |
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| 6 days...until i graduate...I don't know if I am excited or if I am dreading it.
Its coming on way to fast.  |
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| Life is not going to well for me right now. I am so confused about everything and it just seems like all my walls have been torn down and everything around me is falling apart. I went walking yesterday and I was thinking about some stupid things that I know is not anything good to think about. For example; I wonder how people would react if I were to die today and who it would effect. We all know that when someone dies even their worst enemies stoop down and say they were best friends and they loved them and they wish they were still here. I don't want to die just yet but I was just thinking of who all would even care and what they would say and do. I am breaking down little by little and I have done nothing but sit in my room and feel sorry for myself all weekend. I have not gotten to talk to Dakota ever since school let out Thursday for spring break and here it is easter and I still cant talk to him. My heart is breaking. Its like apart of me is missing and I just don't feel like I can be happy.
I may start posting more in here because writing it down takes to long and I have so much that needs to go out at once its just impossible. I will continue this more later, maybe. |
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