i feel like
this dilemma is eating me alive.

for every moment of silence in my head - when im not reading, sleeping or watching mindless movies -
it comes back to haunt me.

decide, decide, decide.

so many things to consider, keep in mind, pros, cons,
and all i really want is to just NOT think about it.
but there really isn't time...and it seems to be the only thing ANYONE wants to talk about. "The Other Question."

i definitely think this post was inspired by Jessica Darling. Perhaps I should start a journal instead, but I get tired of writing so much and typing is just easier... She, in fact, would dissaprove since she is not in favor of blogging or Internet obsession - both of which I am an avid fan of...oh well.

wow....I just talked about a fictional character like she was real... losing it much ?

side note: jan - i dont think this revival thing is going to work...lol

out of sight, out of mind.

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mm, good bday.

18...

thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday, much much much love <33

i definitely have wayyy to much cake left over lol.

NYC tomorrow!! ...now i just have to get everything done before i leave....im thinking that this is impossible, so if anyone would like to help (ie. do my hwk/college apps/write an article) let me know :) lol

yesterday i totally talked to amy (roomie from brown), i loved it...even though i was trying to get ready so it was only a 5 min conversation. i miss her and jess sooo much!

luckily though, i have some amazingg friends here too :)

mhm, life is good.

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HAPPY OCTOBER!

3 days!

: )

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