i rly likee thesse a lott. aiightt ... now if u see sumthin on herre if've either felt it b4 or am feeling it ritee noww ... ::
&& everytime somebody asks me,
"heyy you okay?" its just another huge
reminder of how i'm really not okay.
today ii prayed the car would crash
you'd hear the news && you'd think
of me as much as ii've thought of youu
maybe the star i've been wishing
on, wasn't so lucky after all </3
if youu only had one more day to live...
how would youu live? would youu smile
or frown? would youu hang on to a grudge
or would you just let it go && forgive?
would youu hold back the words
[( ii love youu )]?? would you take a nap
or play?? consider this --> you aren't
gaurenteed tomorrow, so, what are you
waiting for??
now some people think that i'm a loser because I seldom
get things right,, but you make me feel like a winner when
you wrap me in your arms so tight.
yeaa ... there's the 1st batch !! lol ... yeaa ... i dont even kno y i'm "LOL"-ing ... im not even in a good "F"-ing mood so yeaa ... prolly b back l8err or 2morroww | 
itt !!! ... it reminds me of my husband b//c we always say tht wenn i comee back to visit that we're gonna go outt in the rainn w// this song called Grandpa Gametight by murphy lee and ... o my geez ... i 
so imma go ... all my grliis b boiis in philly :: i miss yall so0o0o0o0o flippin muchh !! cnt waitt ta visit !!
. i was so madd wen she told me tht ... i was like WTF 
?!?!? lol ... well newayss ... this weekendd ((iff nott 2morrow ... )) ill like DEFINITELY ((j --- i spelled itt ritee ... !! hehe )) talk to yoo !!!