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Sunday, December 16, 2007

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 03:10:45 GMT

wow I haven't updated in a long time. Nothing much has happened. I haven't auditioned for anything. I am waiting till the beginning of the year and I going to hit it strong.

Man it has been snowing up here. and it has been cold to. I can't wait till the day when they say, "you have to cover all of your body and be out for a certain amount of time because of the cold weather". that will be rad. man their are a lot of bums up here. its crazy just to walk down the street and someone comes and asks you for money. most of them bums make more money than I do every year. I should be a bum, then i'll be rich.

-fin

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 22:31:18 GMT

life is good

i can't believe I am still on the internet that I am not paying for. its someone elses that i don't know. sssssssshh

-fin

mewithoutYOU (Brother Sister): C-Minor

our house wrapped in disrepair,
a small mouse peeked out from a hole beneath the stairs
nearby to where my dad sat in his favorite chair,
thinking about the gov't and muttering a prayer
so I scattered some oats in hopes she'd stay
and sat still to stop from scaring her away-
but she hurried on her little way
and scurried around my mind
ever since,
every day

open wide my door, my door, my Lord
(open wide my door)
to whatever makes me love You more
(open wide my door)
while there's still light to run towards

I'm water, you're the dry wood
equal parts misguided and misunderstood
but all the neighborhood
watched a fire burn from where they stood
as the smoke said
"we're not half as bad as G-d is good"
still there's a whisper in my ear,
the voice of loneliness and fear, so I say:

"devil, disappear!
I'm still (ehh... technically...) a virgin
after 27 years-
which never bothered me before,
what's maybe 50 more?"

she came back for the oats
but she brought along a "friend"
(this never ends)
the harder the rain,
the lower the flowers in the garden bend
(this never ends)
I'd rather never talk again
than to continue to pretend
that this never ends

Monday, November 05, 2007

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 23:18:30 GMT

i go to work at 6 in the morning. that sucks.

its cold and supose to snow tomorrow that is going to be cool. bring on the cold I am waiting.

-fin

what up people

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 18:36:27 GMT

man I haven't updated in a while. nothing that much to update. I am having fun and hanging out with some cool cats.

i am pissed. i forgot that yesterday was auditions for beauty and the geek. i was wanting to audition but it slipped my mind. although there is always next year.

-fin

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 05:13:42 GMT

I am off tomorrow!!!!

edit---

I am tired

-fin

Life

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:41:45 GMT

Life is good right now. I have a job. I auditioned for a professional show. And I'm hanging out with good friends. I love my life.

-fin

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 05:28:21 GMT

today was a good day.

i saw the Navy Pear, it was amazing.

bohemians are awesome.

-fin

Cleaned

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 05:26:12 GMT

Well I cleaned my room finally after like three weeks of mess. It looks nice and I have my own office kind of like. The office is my window sill. It is the only place were I can get internet access. So I made a gettofide office out of it. It rocks!!!!

Nothing really to update. Today was a bit chilly but that is it. It is Chicago go figure.

-fin

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 22:13:34 GMT

An old hunch over lady just got arrested at a bus stop. I don't know why but it is funny.

-fin

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 16:16:13 GMT

Well I havn't posted anything new in awhile. There aint really anything new to update. I am well, I just been walking alot and riding the train to weird places in the city. Well their is something to update. I don't really know why but I have been forgetting little things lately. Like names, places, and things. I don't know what is up it is just very wierd.

edit----

I think the old guy above me is smoking pot. I can smell it.

-fin