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Monday, March 19, 2007

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 17:35:20 GMT

ok, it is definately time....

although im not really sure what i should talk about, ive never been one to spill deep dark secrets, because the world isnt ready for that, whatever, that was stupid, i think im less ready to share mysellf than the world is to recieve me...

man i love college... im happy i am at this school sometimes because it is setting up the rest of my live living toward God and becoming more Christ-like.... which i was hoping for from this college.... but sometimes i wish the people here were more real.... youve got a lot of people that sweep everything under the rug, that are unapproachable because they never seem like they've got problems, and it all kind of gets old, and i guess i am becoming more like that, in the sence that i dont really like to open up...openly..!haha, i guess i do with close friends on a close level, but not like the whole world like through xanga...

i know people say that while youre in college you'll change your major this-and-that number of times... i actually like, and love, my major (nursing for people that didnt know...) but sometimes i doubt that i will be good at it... i doubt that kind of thing a lot about my future.... will i be a good < insert here>....

i recently have tried to cut back on complaining, because it is a direct toward God saying, " i dont like i thtis way, and i "think" my way is better" which is not what I'm about.... but i think i am just geting tired of the back and forth weather... like stop teasing me with nice days, and stop teasing me with ugly days... but what-ev.......

I am taking BioChem, Politics and American Culture, Old Testament Literature, General Psychology, Nursing ( 2 hour class, complete with a 2 hour lab, plus 2 hours a week of "on your own time" skills that need to be practiced) and a Rock Climbing class, which is.... interesting!

Next fall, i was planning on not taking any classes and working down here, BUt... because of my scholarships and FAFSA stuff and other financial things, it would be a better financial-move if i just stayed a full time student and take filler classes... so im pretty disappointed in that... but what-ev.... it will al work out....

I went to the pet shop yesterday ( just because i miss my animals at home and they make me happy...) and i was playing with thie Cocker Spaniel puppy, that--no joke--- could do summer-saults (?? is that how u spell that? im an idiot...??) i wish i was graduated, just so i could have gotten that puppy!! o well...

im done, i think, and congratulations for making it to the end! the Princess is free from the dungeon, and you have saved the entire human race!

Kortni

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 01:49:39 GMT

ok, i figure i should post my totally exciting two stories of today and yesterday!! this is the longest ive ever written, but it is SOOOO worth it!!

*-*- ok, yesterday was a pretty grieving-emotional day for me, and i had been crying and matt had to leave me and go do homework, so when i was heading back to my dorm, i realized that i had the car and the car keys, so i put gas in the car and headed toward Xenia... i realized i wanted to do something wild and spontanious, and piercing my bellybutton sure as heck fit into that category!! so i pulled up to this Advanced Auto body store and go in and this is the convo...

ME--> "hi, my friend told me she lives around the corner of a Tatto shop.. could you tell me where that is?"

GUY--> "o yeah, thats yada yada yada"

and then i go to it and its in this kinda dark alley with no ont around but me and this guy smoking outside of the shop that said OPEN.....

ME--> "hi, do u work here?"

GUY--> "yep"

ME--> "do u do belly button piercings?"

GUY--> "yep"

ME--> "how much is it?"

GUY--> "$37.28"

ME--> "ok, lets go!!"

then i walk in an pick what i want, and then we take care of the paper work, and then i lay down, he does it, and while were tlkaing, the convo goes like this...

GUY--> "pretty sweet car "

ME--> "o yeah, its my boyfriends.. he doesnt know im here right now!!... actually... no one knows im here!!"

keeping in mind, that was really stupid to say, but o well, its in the past!! kthen i com back and only tell/show Ashley, Michelle, and Melissa (my roomie!)

AWESOME STORY #2

ok, i wake up, get ready for a shower, hop in, start cleaning out my new peircing, and then i start getting light headed and like im gonna pass out or barf, so i start getting ready to get out, even though im not clean, to go sit down... i didnt make it, i totally passed out in the shower, and my leg was sticking out.. and i couldnt understand why i was just sitting there, not telling them im ok and not moving to get up, until they find me, and they(the girls in my unit) start telling me i can wake up at n e time now.. i was semi-unconcious!! i could hear them and i knew what was going on but i could not for the life of me talk or open my eyes or move controlled, because i was kinda whipping my body around, all in just a towel!!! i was so embarassed because i was naked with all these ppl helping me, but i couldnt do ne thing about it!! YIKES! and the EMT ppl came, and there was this guy Alan, asking me if i remembered him from some refugee camp weekend... and i was like WTC!?! haha, but then some EMT lady dropped something on my head, and i could only just lay there in a towel and take it!! then they start putting my on a streacher, and when we were going down the stairs, i started slipping down!! that woke me up and the thought of matt not knowing what was happening, so i forced myself to tell them to call matt, and they said they already did and he would meet me at the hospital, and inthe ride over in the truck, i saw this guy and asked if he was alan, and i told him i was sorry i didnt remember him, and he was all "its ok..." making me think that i have amnesia or something... then like 5 minutes later he tells me that he was mistaken and that he thought i was someone else!!! o goodness, so i get to the ospital and they get me a bed, but im still only wearing a sheet!! they hooked me up to a heart monitor and an automatic-every-10-minutes blood pressure taker... and then a nurse comes in and looks at me and goes," honey, are you naked??" NO JOKE! and im like,"YEP!!" so she gets me a very fashonable gown, and then matt and michelle (my RA) come in and there is a lady getting ready to take my blood for like 6 samples to test, and so she did that, and HAD to tell her that i had good veins, and then she was done, matt came back in( he was scared of the needle!!) and then the IV guy came inand i needed a bag of fluid and matt had to leave again, and michelle me and matt were laughing and having a good time, until i started getting really nauseous and i asked matt to get me a pail or somethig, but i was SOO scared i would have to barf in front of them!! i didnt, but then the hospital heard that i was nauseous still, they gave me this STRONG nausea medicine that totally knocked me out, and then after about 4 or 5 hours in the hospital, matt walked me out to the car and then i came back and all the girls were so worried and they gave me hugs which made me feel special, and then i slept until about 700!!! ok, wonderful stories, and thats all.. o, except matt LOVES the belly button bar!! ttyl!!

Kortni

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 20:04:38 GMT

This is Emma from my last post!! Man Ive got to post more often!! She won the most beautiful baby contest at the fair this year.. YAY!! Thats her mom Lisa holding her up..

here is another picture!!

well, Cedarviile is awesome! i moved in the 18th, so im pretty much a pro at things now! Matt and i got a tandem bike (for two people) and we go riding from time to time.. so much fun!! My classes are awesome! because of post secondary, i can get my nursing degree in 3.5 years, but that also means my schedule is accelerated and busy! I am taking Chemistry and Micro Biology, micro bio is my favorite tho!! imalso taking two nursing classes and two bible classes, because cedarville has a manditory bible minor!! its great, and anyone who wants to come visit is welcome, gurls, ill always have a room for ya, and guys, matt can let u in, bc boys cant be in my room!! hehe, so thats about it! oo, ive got a facebook now.. so look me up!!

Bye everyone!!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 23:14:31 GMT

Hi everyone! last night, Justin, Lisa, and baby Emma came over, and we had a lot of fun I wish we saw them more, and that they would come over... well, there are some pictures of them.. see ya later!

me and emma she is so sweet

awww

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 21:34:06 GMT

alright, ive had enough ppl tell me i need to update so here we go...

recently i have been doing lotsa scholarships, a "pygmy Goat" speech for speech class, research for my english class, umm.. ceaning my rom, lieka deep clean, like going through and throwing junk away, so i have this goodwill pile, and it keeps growing, but when matt was here, he wanted it all, to take down to cedarville and sell ( i tell u, he'll sell u N E THING!!!) so, even if im rady to get rid of it, it has to stay bc he wants it.. so, in the meantime, im stuck with this huge mass of junk in my room, is n e one as excited about graduation as i am? i feel like im the only one!!! its not so much the graduation date or the "instant freedom" or whatever, its college, its time to prove what yur made of, no restrictions... its been our goal since we were in kindergarden.... SO EXCITING!!!!!i cant stop thinking about moving out of my room, transporting my fish..... getting new sheets... having to box up my winter clothes, then exchange them for summer clothes when it gets cold.... cant stop thinking about managing my room space wisely, and last nights writing last minute papers!! hehe, i am just so excited!

well, i dono what else to say, so ttyl!!

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 22:56:46 GMT

HI! so exciting, im at my terra class, and im all caught up! ahh... spare time! im kinda sad bc all (MOST) my friends are in NY... and i havent n e one in my bandy studyhall to play with me... hehe... and im jealous, bc i would have loved to go again, but it wsa kinda like a gift to my rents, bc the college im looking at and wanting to go to SOOO bad is like $22,000 a year.. yeah... so i figured they had enough under their belts... and speaking about a problem to pay for college... my mom just told me that my dad asked her if i had a back up plan bc its so much money...which scares me SOOO much, bc the more matt talks about it down there, the more i want to have it for myself, and that may sound selfish and all, but i dont mean it that way...i just need a christian college atmosphere to better my faith and relationship with God... it just sounds so amazing... all i can do is pray and trust Him...

Kort

P.S.- Nov. 7th is Matt and my 2 year anniversary! ...im so happy!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 22:55:14 GMT

well hello everyone, long time no chat, eh? haha, my senior pics still havnt come in, and im getting anxious! hehe... matt is still away at cedarville, and the more he talks about it, the more appealing it sounds!! yum yum! i was supposed to go down there this weekend, but NOoOo.. we have a band function that has to last all stinking day... poop... i had fun directing the alma mater, just remembered it, and has a BLAST at homecoming, expecially because, believe it or not... matt had fun too!! i loved my dress, and if i knew how, id show u a picture... but im completely computer illiterate....oh well... guess what... WERE GRADUATING!! i can not even hold my excitement in!! all this senior bests and scholarships and the friggin hard college classes that are kicking my butt by the way.... its all amazing! and im all about closure, co i cant wait for my high school chapter to have its own closure! speaking of closure, we get our yearbooks this week!! yay! its about time! I am really missing matt.... its like we talk the same, but its different, i wish he knew and was taking part in what im doing, and not just hearing about it... and i wish i could get to know all his friends hes talking about and go out and eat at the "hang out" spots on campus and all... its just different, and will take getting used to.. were still as close as ever tho!!! he's coming home again this eekend, but only for a little bit... its his homecoming there... and then a concert... fun fun... well.. im leaving, leave me some love!!

Kortni

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 21:58:21 GMT

wow its been a while! almost a month, hehe! i just ordered my pics, and im excited...im also excited about my senior year, its great so far! Im missing matt a lot, i didnt think it would be this bad, and at the same time, it is easier than i thought.... i have the most trouble with seeing happy couples together and love in movies, but im fine from day to day and talking on the phone and computer and stuff!! my fishy is still alive and doing great! and i was totally gonna say something..... but forgot in like 1 second!!! o well, o, mebbe it was that i sent in my Cedarville application, and im SOO nervous!! i want to go there SOO bad, and no, it isnt because Matt is going there..( though that is a HUGE bonus), i love the campus and profs, and kids and EVERYTHING!! i love that there arnt a bunch of drunk partiers... and the semi'strict rule, HEHE!, im so excited! i have NO idea how im gonna pay for it...but ill let God decide that part! take care everyone and enjoy youre senior year seniors, and everyone else, just stick it out!!!

Kortni

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 03:45:34 GMT

ok, here are my fav senior pics, take 2, i accidentally deleted my whole thingy the first time, and couldnt get it back....so tell my yur fav's and non-fav's.....!

Truck #1 (My sister really likes this one) and Truck #2

Truck #3 and Truck #4

Truck #5 (Matty really likes this one) and SENIOR

Flowers and White Dress ( this one was at my church)

the Red One and Butterflies

Guestuave (thats my bunny's name) (I really like this one, and so does Matt!!)

WELL those are my fav's, tell me what u think! and i got them at photo dimentions, if anyone wanted to know!

I also have had my license for a year and 2 days, i figured it out the other day!

Tootle Loo to all of you! KORTNI

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 18:46:33 GMT

ALRIGHT...on a happier note, im getting my hair cut/done tomorrow, and im excited! thanx everyone for the nice things said last post...it made me feel so special! hehe, i was supposed tpo get my senior pics done last monday, well, twio days ago, but my body likew totally chickened out! i woke up and i was so dizzy i couldnt stand long enough to shower, so i figured that God had a real good reason he didnt want me to go that day...and he did, my mom called the picture guy and told him i wasnt feeling well, and he said that it was ok, and he was going to go see his sick mother in the hospital! it all works out! im schedulked for next tuesday....pray for good weather....i think it is supposed to storm....im more excited than i was last time,..good deal! well, im off, kinda, to church....tootles!!

KORTNI