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Sweetness!

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 06:20:26 GMT

Ahh....so releived! The marks for the resitry exam finally came last Thursday. Glad to see that I passed! (Vicky, we really did drag each other through!) :D The mark wasn't exactly the greatest but as long as I pass and I was above average, it is all good! Also, kudos to all my classmates that pass the exam as well, it was a tough one. I can finally enjoy the, or atelast what is left of, summer. Bring on the sunshine!

Making Randy proud...

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 18:08:30 GMT

Yay! Offically graduated! :D
I'm glad I went back up to Kamloops for grad. It was great seeing everybody again, especially Randy! (My love for him has not died!) :D

Hopefully, I will continue to do well in my field of work and become a super RT? haha But right now, I really have to study for the registry exam, it is coming up in July! YIKES! I must do well....I must prove to Randy, and myself that I can do this! Yosh!

Oh yeah, it is yet another Friday the 13th....
I read in the paper today that there are actually less accidents on Friday the 13th than a regular Friday. That must be because people are staying at home, so they won't get bad luck. :P

Trapped

Fri, 30 May 2008 21:05:23 GMT

Random BS...again...

I finally graduated....ok not really, since I have not recieved anything from the university nor have I attended my grad yet. But its coming soon, and I'm pretty excited. :D

I'm currently at work. And no, I am not slacking off, because I saw most of my patients, or atleast attempted to see them. There are only 2 more paitents to see and they insist I come back later, since T.V time > me. How degrading! :( Whatever, less work for me, until later that is.

It feels sooooo good to get paid!
Finally there is some reward for my work, I mean its also rewarding to see my patients get better and healthier, and its fun to work with some nurses and knowing that I am making a difference in someone's life, but in this world money is #1. Some of you guys may argue that its not and I don't care if I sound shallow or greedy, but its the truth, and deep down inside you know it.

Question, do I have a babyface? I certainly don't think so!
So why is it that I always get ask if I am a student? Damnit! That is so unfair....
I've been asked that twice today...and muliple times last week. Makes me so mad.
I'll just pretend its a compliment, and with that in mind I will stay young forever! :D

Stressed!

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 00:53:08 GMT

Holy Toledo, I have been so stressed out that I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.
Seriously, I need a looooooooooooong break. I feel so unmotivated at work; I'm so worn down.
Last week, I missed three shifts because I got a viral infection. Guess what? I have to make up these shifts, plus its exam time!!! But I'm so stressed out that I can't even focus on my studying, not to mention working four 12 hours shifts in a row, I can't even find the time to study. Since this is the last stretch I really, really need to pass that final exam! I feel like I'm going to explode.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 21:10:37 GMT

Love this song by Utada Hikaru...it's so soothing.

Finished my midterm yesterday. I felt like crap going into the exam, because I know I could've study more. I also felt like crap coming out of the exam, but what the heck, its over. So, I'm relieved....until I see my marks that is.

I'm currently working in the NICU at BCCH.
Working with babies are so different than with adults, not only can they not tell you what is wrong, but their anatomy is also different. I'm not saying they are mutants or anything, but a premature baby's body structure is very under developed that I'm afraid to handle them. But...............they are sooooooooo cute! And unlike adults, they don't smell! Until they start feeding anyways. :P

Exams yet to come:
02.25: BCCH midterm
03.11: BCCH final
03.16: Presentation
03.23: Presentation paper
~~04.24: Final exam~~
07.05: National exam!!!
Wish me luck! ~

Oh, I have night sifts this week, so you won't see me around anytime soon.
And have a Happy Valentine's Day! XOXO

Wow!

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 21:11:36 GMT

I got sick of "stalking" people on Facebook, so I thought I would come catch up with people here on Xanga.
To my surprise, all my friends here on Xanga are no longer updating....myself included. So sad....:(
Hmm....I feel so lost using Xanga now, there are all these awesome new functions and I have no clue how to use them, I haven't been away that long have I? Oh, and what is with the ugly ad, on the side bar? It is annoying the hell out of me....and I can't get rid of it since I don't have a premeium account. >:(

Anyway, it's snowing outside....it better all melt away by Tuesday, otherwise how am I suppose to get to work? I swear my car is not safe to drive in the snow....I need new tires. Or a new car? haha too bad I can't afford either.

I reeeaaaaaaaaaally should be studying since I have a midterm coming up, but then this is me, and I am #1 at procrastinating. Damnit! I can't focus! I need someone to help motivate me! To give me a push in the right direction and I don't mean off a cliff!

Ok, I'm done throwing out all my random thoughts....I'm gonna get back to "studying." ;D

Edit: Damnit! I knew it....my car does not function well in the snow! So I'm stuck home for the day. Siiiigh....why does it snow now??? I also hate shoveling the stuff...so heavy.....I'm getting old. :(

BoA - Love Letter

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 20:42:23 GMT

愛し合って伝え合ってもっとそばで感じたいの
LOVE LETTER FROM MY HEART
LOVE LETTER FOR YOUR SMILE
打ち明けたいこの思いを
誰のせいでもないのにねいつか怖くなって
言いたい気持ち唇で隠れん坊のONE SIDED LOVE
灯り始める町明かり好きとメールにして
ピカピカと光に乗せ君に届けたいのに
愛し合って伝え合ってもっとそばで感じたいの
LOVE LETTER FROM MY HEART
LOVE LETTER FOR YOUR SMILE
打ち明けたいこの思いを
きっといつでも幸せなわけなんてないけど
やっぱり大好きな人と幸せになりたいの
確信しなきゃ踏み出せない自分がもどかしい
気付いたの出会いだけじゃ心しまえないこと
誕生日は乾杯して同じ景色焼き付けたい
愛したなら愛されたい輝く町勇気ください
「I LOVE YOU」
君に伝えたならわたしきっと変われるはず
愛し合って伝え合ってもっとそばで感じたいの
LOVE LETTER FROM MY HEART
LOVE LETTER FOR YOUR SMILE
打ち明けたいこの思いを
誕生日は乾杯して同じ景色焼き付けたい
愛したなら愛されたい輝く町勇気ください
LOVE LETTER FROM MY HEART, LOVE LETTER FOR YOUR SMILE

Translation--------------

To love each other
To communicate togather
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
i want to tell you this feeling of mine (this thinking(feeling) of mine i want to say)

it's not anyone's fault, but i am becoming sacred from time to time
that feeling i want to say from around my lips is playing hide & seek like one sided love

the city's lights start to shine and stop the shinging moon
i want to send you my words through the mail riding on the sparkling light

To love each other
To communicate togather
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
i want to tell you this feeling of mine

it's not always that we can always be happy that is important
but i want to be happy with the one i really love

i am angry of myself because i can't move forward unless i hide my feelings
i just realized that when i meet you i can't just close and throw my heart away

the view of these birthdays comes
the moments i share with you, i want to lock this in my memory
i want to be loved when i love, please sparkling city, give me courage

I LOVE YOU, i will be able to change if i ever said these words to you

To love each other
To communicate togather
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
i want to tell you this feeling of mine

the view of these birthdays comes
the moments i share with you, i want to lock this in my memory
i want to be loved when i love, please sparkling city, give me courage

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 03:34:12 GMT

I'm so tired of failing....
I need to work harder, is that possible?

Hello?

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:54:12 GMT

Where did everybody go?

Friday, June 08, 2007

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 02:46:39 GMT

YES!
I made it pass by first week of clinical.
I only bombed the ABG quiz, lost in the treasure hunt, looked stupid, and made a bad impression.
Now, I only have to survive the rest of the year!