| - - okay im gonna post a poem i wrote last night. i was in a real bad mood and had like 50 things on my mind. im sorry if you dont like it, it doesnt make a difference. i dont give a flying fuck.
you are my ain true love
the one i long for and desire
how long must i endure this pain that i feel?
does your oblivious heart forget my soul?
the big gaping hole that was shot threw my heart
you left me there so alone
the perfect picture of solitude
its better to burn down, then just fade away
why do you put me threw this emotional torture
your indecicive mind
makes me crawl into a gloomy corner
why does your uncertainty life have no sympathy and no remorse
its sad when no one hears me cry
all because im in a lonely world
i await for when your shadow surrounds me
only to stuble, blinded by the concept of my failure
you walk away from me
because i am the obstacle set in your way
what a cruel destiny fate has made for me
i remember your thoughts, you dreams, your goals,
your words, your voice, your smile, your laugh,
your hands, your goosebumps, your hair, your body,
your eyes, your words, your soul.
the words you said to me were true.
they sounded so true.
yet half of them were lies,
that i submisselvy believed them
im paralyzed from your hatred
and all your indecisive thoughts
for it is irony to belive that dreams exist
i suffocate by the imagery
that i wish it could be
i lose the internal fight
and contemplate what i have lost
you give me all the things that i have never felt
youd always catch me when i would fall
the transparency of your smile,
is what keeps me alive
being in love is never having to say your sorry
will this ever be true to me
the envy and jealousy of my heart
haunt me day and night
for this is what happens,
when you truely care about someone.
so yeah. thats my poem. this took me so much effort to post it, but a very good friend helped me change my mind.
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