you do all you're not supposed to do
you dont do what you're supposed to do
you think all you're not supposed to think
you wish all you're not supposed to wish

you're tempted by what is wrong

regretting mistakes you'll just make again

Assalam Alaikum,

Well on Friday we had a half day, had a chem test which i studied for hours but did really bad on...after that came home and just slept....then went to Sarahs tennis game...it was fun...think i pissed off some ppl w/ my joke w/ khushie...lol...umm the tennis game itself was boring...watching tennis is like watching golf.....im sure it wouldda been fun playing, but i dont play.....then got home and just pigged out..then dropped of kushie n sehrish and went shopping....it was fun..saturday came home did hw..or tried to atleast...cleaned like ive never cleaned b4....went shopping again..finding clothes during the summer is the most annoying thing everrr......on sunday went to the MIST meeting...cant belive its next week...it was fun but aqsa called me when i was there...so i missed it...then came home and my mom friends were over, shes stayin over for a coupla days....called the internship guy and he was like im pretty sure im gonna take ya...but he just wants to check w/ my teachers...

school tomorrow...

sigh

Hey
Salaams....
Weeks over finally....xcept gonna get started up again tomorrow...got interems this week...

Biotechs going pretty good...doing some lab on ELISA..government AP's good..i might be able to pull of an A in that class...cause i had an A the first two marking periods so i only need one more....Chem G/T is getting on my nerves..i hate math...and we're doing some stoop storkometry thing thats pissing me off...we're almost done though..we're gonna do gasses and that stuffs easy...either way im getting a B in that class so doesnt matter...i some how  am pulling of an A in precalc this quarter...no clue how that happend...and im borderline A in english...

Thursday night i stayed up till like 2 am just thinking n crying about the randomest sht....i hate when that happens....i just couldnt get the image of my grandfather out of my mind...woke up at 5 completly dazed, had like 2 cups of coffee...kept me up all day but when i got home i was out all day...

Then went driving on Saturday...this instructor was new..and started getting on my nerves, he wouldnt get his hands off the steeringwheel...and then he had a gas pedal on his side, so hed randomly start speeding on me ...then came home and slept the whole day...around 5 we went to Virignia to some ppls house....random ppl there...ive never seen such crazy aunties in my life..they were like talkin a bout sex scandles etc etc and then there was this one aunty that was obbsessed w/ pullin of my hijab...i dont like alighar ppl at all ...i shouldda just gone over someone elses house...talked to sarah the whole way to VA., wuz fun cause i havent had time to catch up w/ her in a long time...

Sunday went MIST only 4 ppl showed up worked on the banner a lil more...my dad let me drive to Dar al Taqwa and back ...gonna have a pizza fundraiser either at Jummah prayer or at rhhs..who knows where

Week overall contained alot of drama...starting to get on my nerves...i dont care anymore though...these ppl arnt worth the headache......

Hopefully next week...my bmore peepz can come over....i miss you guys soo much .....hopefully ill be able to come to one of ur tennis matches....it should be fun  ..that way AH can be on the Batlimorians album.... dont know why i moved to this crazy hickville anymore...i wanna move back

Hey salaams

This 4 day weekends; been awesome

Saturday i went to drivers ed and drove all over bmore...including liberty road, the guy tried to get me to swtich lanes but i just ended up freaking out ..drove to Sam's Plaza and the guy gets me to stop and he leaves and goes hangs out w/ his freinds and grabs a paper...and im sitting in the car like ...well after a while i got bored s i called up sarah and talked for a while...then the guy tries to get me to read urdo..lol

Well then we go pick up Sarah...came home pigged out on pizza and watched a lil bit of Rishtaa...then some random ppl came over to see my dad and then i had my eye docz appt at the mall...met up w/ natasha their for a while....got my eye tested...then ate some mickyd's...felt like we were being stalked by some random ppl.......then we walked around and spent probably 2 hours in Sephora to find lipgloss.....which i spent all my money on...my mom ever finds out and she will kill me ...then we wandered around in cirlces bought some smoothies..go attacked by some psycho exaquaintaince from the past that needs to stay in the past.....crazy ppl...we got kicked outta dry ice for taking pics ...we were their prolly for 7 hours...got home around 8 finished Rishtaa....till some more ppl came over to see my dad, the uncles looking for a mentorship i can get at UMBC, that would be cool if that would work out...then we straighted hair and took a zillion more pics ...then watched another movie madhoshi till 2 am..talked until 3..

Found out something about a friend..hope they end up ok inshallah

Then today had the MIST meeting, got there a lil late...ALOT more ppl showed up mashallah...saw a  buncha aunties from alrahmah that randomly showed up...we went over the banner and the different categories...we were soooo freaking loud..but it was funn ...took some pics

Mom got a lil sick...were gonna take her to the hospital, but she's getting better i think...some family troubles commin up...ppl arnt tellin me wut though

now tomorrow their sayin there be a foot of snow...if we have skool imma be screwed cause i have no clue wtf is going on in chem

wsalaams
luvz

2 snow days in a row 

Woke up this morning and i couldnt belive howeirdcounty was closed..i sat there and started at it for like 5 mins...then announced it to the whole house ...then went back to bed

Things somewhat better now...just been lazy around the house, got some sleep, fought w/ my bro...caught up on homework

Hopefully tonight or tomorrow sarah will comeover n we can hang out....or do something...(mall? )...we havent hung out in soooo loong   i misss you

Saturday got drivers ed, completely forgot....i already voulenteered at dar al taqwa for teaching....so imma have to call them up..

Sunday Mist Meetingt....maybe going over Ranu Auntys house afterwards cause she just got a house..then i think some other desis are gonna come over...it gets annoying cause the same story repeats over and over...blah

I LOVE 4 day weekends..so relaxing  

and i so desperatly needed this