I'm almost desperately looking for some answers.   I've prayed, but haven't gotten the answers I need so I've started looking elsewhere.  No answers so far; this search is still young, but . . . .

Rusty and I were in the backyard a few minutes ago.  I like being there at night because it is relatively quiet and peaceful and God always seems closer outside.   We saw Stasi wander behind the garage and followed her.  I found her lying in the only area where some moonlight shined through the trees onto the ground.  Three little patches of moonlight.  Stasi, the kitty sent by God, was lying peacefully in the the small patches of moonlight.   Hm. . . .   Am I lying in the *moonlight* available to me or have I become impatient and moved out of it?  *sigh* 

"Let him who walks in the dark, who has no light, trust in the name of the Lord and rely on his God."  Isaiah 50:10b and c

"The whole point of a "devotional life" is connecting with God.  This is our primary antidote to the counterfeits the world holds out to us.  If you do not have God and have Him deeply, you will turn to other lovers."

From:  Wild at Heart by John Eldredge