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Sunday, June 04, 2006

  • so I have some free time during summer so I was thinking of writting a book. haha yeah I know. Lets see how this pans out. Spiritually speaking, what do you think is the most important thing you've learned via bible/God? I have a couple ideas but I'm only one guy.... I wonder how far I'll take this idea...

Monday, May 29, 2006

  • So I've been wondering about church retreats. Coming back from one, I can't help feel the dramatic change from what most people acknowledge that there is a high followed by a low when we get back into normal everyday life. What is God's plan for retreats and do we use them as we should?

    Sure they are biblical with David escaping to certain places where it was just him and God. Same with Elijah and Jesus was known to leave by himself to go pray for hours. But our retreats are different in many ways. Many people go to a secluded place to get away and be alone with God when there are many other people around. Orchestrated events that are hopefully given to leaders via Holy Spirit see little room for the manifest pressence of God. We value comfort and fun over teachings and fellowship with God.

    Is this all that there is supposed to be? We taste a little bit of God (and even a little bit is amazing) but we are afraid or uncertain how to get more. Are retreats just to satisfy our craving for God until the next retreat? How do we live life so that we walk in a perpetual "high" and we never experiance those low times. Is that even possible? When Christ tells us to, "Go and sin no more," does He really mean do the best you can? I've never liked retreats for this reason but at the same time they are helpful. I don't know. What do you think?

Saturday, April 29, 2006

  • This is a post I read from my "mom". Thanks Jeannie, I've never thought of it that way or at least not so eloquently. Enjoy all.

     

    Love your test, love your papers, love your quizzes, and love
    your homework.  If there is anything else that is graded, like class
    participation or even attendance, love them too.  Enjoy them, say many
    thanks for them.  They are your allies.  They are your friends.  They are
    gifts from your teachers, TA's, tutors, etc.  They are gifts from your God.

               Here's why: because they help you worship God in truth!  In a
    call to be a student, the primary emphasis is on giving your all at learning
    and applying knowledge.  Assignments of any form act as accountability
    partners.  They force the sinner who might otherwise not learn material to
    do so, or they are disciplined.  In this case, the discipline is bad grades
    or failing.  We all know many repercussions of this, to our parents or
    friends or future jobs or selvesC"b,B& If there were no tests or papers, what
    motivation would you have to actually put work into 'a required course
    you'll never use'?  (Of course, this also applies all the way across the
    scale to your favorite class)

               But the discipline of the LORD is much stronger than a B- for
    some half-hearted work.  It is much weightier than being disqualified from
    an interview because of your GPA.  Do you love sin and its laziness and
    apathy, or do you love God's ways which are perseverance and holiness?  The
    Lord will "bring to light what is hidden in darkness and will expose the
    motives of men's hearts. At that time each will receive his praise from
    God." (I Corinthians 4:5).  On the other end, which is better: an A in a
    class now or an eternal reward from God?  And what's awesome is that this
    verse shows us that it isn't the world's criteria (>90%) which defines his
    judgment on our education.  He enforces grace based on how our hearts were,
    how fully we worshipped him as Lord over our lives of learning.

               In summary- assignments are good, not bad.  They help us to
    learn, which is what we should be seeking to do as God's students. Sometimes
    professors will be nasty and give obnoxious amounts of work- this doesn't
    mean we can stop worshipping God.  He blesses those who suffer to uphold the
    integrity of his Name.  Since we carry his Name, anything other than our
    best effort at schoolwork with not reflect him properly.  And to help us,
    God has laid out promises for us- the primary one being that we can have his
    presence with us.  Ever studied with God before?  Ever maintained "continual
    prayer" (I Thessalonians 5:17) while working?  It's not easy, but there's an
    amazing blessing waiting for those who seek God in their schoolwork and want
    to glorify him with a thankful attitude for all the trials that come with
    being a student.

               What will happen to our thought-lives and our relationship with
    God if the (at least) four weeks of year we devote to exams and papers are
    filled with a thankfulness for his discipline and the hope to please him by
    doing well with the knowledge his give us?

    Meditation/Memory Verse:

    * "My child, don't ignore it when the Lord disciplines you,*
    * and don't be discouraged when he corrects you.*
    * For the Lord disciplines those he loves,*
    * and he punishes those he accepts as his children."* (Hebrews 12:5b-6)

Sunday, April 02, 2006

  • I don't claim this to be an exhaustive study.

     

    Jacob wrestling with God has always interested me. In short, Jacob is about to meet his brother which he hasn't seen in many many years (after stealing his birth right many years ago) and the night before he meets his brother, Jacob wrestles with some man. After an entire night of wrestling, Jacob proved that he could not be overcome so the other other man "touched" Jacob's side and took his leg out of his socket. That man that Jacob wrestled with was G-d. The full passage is probably needed:

     

    http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis%2032:22-31&version=31

     

     

    Wow, a bit harsh of God to just tear out his hip and not heal it. Well I think there is something that could be taken from this. Lord bless these words so that they are Yours and not mine.

     

    I believe that God wants us to "wrestle" with Him. It seems kind of strange that God, the Almighty God, could not beat a lowly man in a simple wrestling match. Obviously, God could win at any time but God wanted to know how far he'd go, how much he'd fight. Almost like Job, where he knows that Job will go all the way in staying in the faith. Jacob wrestles for an entire night wrestling and still did not let God go with out asking for a blessing. How far are we going to go when God comes to "wrestle" with us. How long are you willing to wrestle with Him, knowing that there is a blessing to be recieved at the end. Even with Jacob, he didn't know that there was something good to be had in the end but he wrestled and asked God for it.

     

    The next thing I wondered was why did "the man" ask Jacob his name? Surely, the all knowing God would know who He was wrestling. Back in those days, names were your identity. Jacob, meaning "holder of the heel" from the story of how he was born, was known and his identity hinged on what he had done. This described not only his birth but also his sin. Similiar to ourselves, without God, our identity is in our sins and what we do. God is showing us here that Jacob will no longer be defined or known as he once was but as God wants him to be (Israel, meaning "God's Contended"). That name was so strange to me when I first read it but made so much sense when I thought about it more. As Gentiles, as most of us are, we are grafted in to that family or adopted into the family of the Israelites. God WANTS to wrestle and struggle with us because that would signify a relationship. Understanding who we are as a person (either pre or post Christ) and who God is.

     

    I enjoy Jacob's question, "Please tell me your name." And of course God never really gives a straight answer so he says, "Why do you ask my name?" God expects Jacob to know who his God is and I believe that Jacob understands quickly by setting up the alter. We should be able to recongnize God when we wrestle. Remember that there could be two people wrestling with us, and Satan can imitate the being God. Hebrews 5:13-14 tells us that being mature means being able to tell good from evil. Sometimes its easy and sometimes its very difficult.

     

    One last thing that I¡¯ve taken the most out of thinking and reading this anecdote. I read somewhere (I can¡¯t find the source) that this type of injury is impossible to fix. If the ligament is torn then it¡¯ll heal but not completely. Jacob had a limp for the rest of his life. So should we as Christians. I never want to walk the same after struggling with the Almighty. Not only will I have to live with it for the rest of my life but it is something that people will be able to see. My limp doesn¡¯t have to be physical but I never want to be the same person I was before Christ. God sustain me.

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