| so it's been about 5 months since i last wrote. everyone abandoned the xang so i did as well. i think i'm gonna make a come back though. alot has happened since august. too much maybe to even explain. i've made good decisions and bad. same old. resolutions: -lose 20 lbs by spring break -be a nicer person -save money -enjoy life -respect myself and others -be a better mommy to my puppy |
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| finallyit's about time i ended up with someone who treats me right.
his favorite phrase:
"you're a babe"
i love it!
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| and my life is weirdso that magical gut feeling i thought i had was not magical after all. i talked to matt a couple times, but things just didn't pan out...aka he didn't call back and i'm not a stalker. so i've been having a good time being single. it is hard at times because my best friends that i hang out with here all have boyfriends...jeff and will, abbie and mitch. i usually don't mind being the third wheel, but it isn't always fun.
well i had this friend from when i worked at my other waitressing job...aka someone that i kinda had a crush on and he definately had one on me. he used to always tell me that if i was looking for a boyfriend he would be it. well we finally hung out after not seeing eachother for oh, a couple months or so, except when i'd see him working at perkins. anyway, so we hung out and i got reals drunk and i think he did to, but so i brought up that he used to say he'd be my boyfriend. i was all like, so let's do it.
be my boyfriend. and he basically was like okay.
god this is weird, but i told him repeatedly that i was serious and that if he didn't want to be by bf he had better speak up cause i was gonna start telling everyone he's my boyfriend. he was actually into the idea though so he kept telling me that, but after like the third time of me saying that he just asked me to be his gf so i'd shut up. we ended up staying up till 4am watching tv and movies, drinking, holding hands and cuddling. and i was ready to pass out so i just invited him to stay on the pretense, of course, that we were just going to sleep. it was a good time. i pretty much just passed out the minute i hit the pillow, but i woke up with his arm around me and we held hands all morning.
i don't know. i really wasn't desperate to find someone. like really, i was fine being single. but this could be fun. it's interesting and we complement eachother really well. he's even kinda quiet. he's totally cute and tall and dark haired. younger than me, but so far it's working out. he respects me and i haven't felt that from a guy in a while. i'll be sure to keep you posted of how it goes. he went on a camping trip the next day so i haven't hung out with him since that night, but i did call the next day to ask if it really happened and if he was my boyfriend.
he is.
seriously, you all think i'm crazy, my friends here think i'm crazy, but i'm playing it by ear. maybe it will be great, maybe the next time we hang out i'll be like sorry never mind. but either way, my life is creepy, weird, and entertaining...at this point in my life i wouldn't have it any other way.
feel free to comment on how utterly messed up this situation is.
and a picture of him...it's kinda old, from like january and his hair is not long anymore, but you get the idea
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