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| haha people always say i am one of the happiest people they knoe...why should i be happy? heh i don't want to be happy anymore.. i just wanna be another ordinary person who lives in a mundane life..i wanan be boring and i don't knoe..why do i feel this way? i never felt like this before..in the past two days..when i am alone ...i feel lost and overly depressed...i am deprived..of what? of pure happiness perhaps...i am sad for the most trifling subject...this is not good..indeed not good at all... i no longer look forward to anything in life...life is just a pathetic endless cycle of suffering...yesterday after i read judy ma's xanga entry... i found tears falling down my eyes..why did i cryy? i do not knoe..i asked myself why are u crying? perhaps i am very random..but i knoe i am not crazyy.. i guess somehow i can relate myself to judy and i just miss her a lot a lot and a lot.... i think i need to stop all these rambling and draw a big smile upon my face and i must not acquisece to that unknown nefarious force around me... |
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