it's friday and after I get off tonight at 1015, I have the whole weekend off. lucky me :)  Hopefully I can get as much time in with David as I can.  Since Ive been working all nights he's found a new world; actually hanging out with his friends.  It's healthy to have time apart, that I know,  but Im just afraid.  9 months..it's not that long..but yet it is.  We'll be okay, Im going to have to try and be more understanding when he isn't home right at 1015, and he's going to have to be sensitive to the fact that I DO miss him and wish he was there waiting for me from time to time.  ::sigh::

I guess this weekend, it's suppose to warm up again.  That'll be nice.  This 50 degree weather in october is absolutely crazy.  I need to get my nails filled, its been exactly a month..they actually look fairlly decent.  I think Ill call and make an appointment for tomarrow morning since I fiddled around today.

Im debating on getting on the elliptical or not but Im just feeling so damn lazy, I might just opt to clean the house instead.

i havent written in quite awhile, things have been busy, and im enjoying my last week before Im back in school.  I was suppose to start school this week but due to the hurricane, classes were postponed till next monday.Im excited but Im already getting tired from being up at 7am and working till 10pm.  When school starts I'll be getting up at 6, somebody pray for me.

One of my friends thinks shes pregnant and it's stressing me out more than her, she already has two kids and I just know she can't handle another one.

I think im going to hurry up and get ready so I can go to the mall and maybe pick up some winter stuff.  The first weekend in December DAvid and I are probably going up to Tallahassee for my grandpa's 70th birthday, Im soo super excited.

Im off today, and its lovely.  I wish I could get my butt up and stop wasting time.  It's going to be my last day off from school & work for awhile especially since we're getting into the holidays. ::sigh::  Im doing David's laundry and watching some talk shows at the moment, than I think Im going to hop on the elliptical for 30minutes before I get ready for the day.

I bought this shirt & sweater at AE like a month ago and I just took it out of my trunk so Im definately returning it.  I might keep the shirt but not the sweater, it doesn't look that great and it was like $40.  That's one less credit card payment I have to make.

b. apple cinnamon cheerios + fat free milk

s. slice of fresh pineapple (yum) + 1 strawberry

Ive been eating a lot this week--i'd like to blame it on my period.

pre breakfast -- honey wheat bread & extra crunchy p.b.

breakfast-- apple cinnamon cheerios + fat free milk, 1 slice pineapple

lunch-- cheerios again

I actually made myself a salad but I took one bite and just didnt want it.  I guess Im on a cereal kick.  I just need to find some new stuff to eat.  I worked out on the elliptical for 20 mins, than did stretching and stuff.  I also went for a walk this morning.  haha.

I start school on Monday and Im sooo freakin excited. what a nerd huh?  Im just sick of going to work every morning.

"When you're around someone so much for so
long, they become a part of you, and if they change
or go away, you won't know who you are without them"

this is exactly how I feel tonight. David called me at 430 to ask if he could go to the rodeo with some friends.  I instantly got upset, "this is my weekend off, that means you're suppose to be with me"  how spoiled do i sound.  Like its his fault, I started to feel bad so after a lot of crying I just told him to go.  Part of me feels so dumb we're with each other everyday and everynight, so why do I have such a problem with him going out.  I could find other things to do, and Im not afraid he's after anyone else, I just want to be with him. Sickening I know.