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Name: Abigail
Birthday: 4/15/1912


Interests: When once one has tasted excellence, it is impossible to swallow mediocrity.
Expertise: artist : that should be sufficient
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 6/17/2005

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Oh, hello!

Sheeeee's baaaack!!!

 

Actually, sheeee's at Myspace now, and intending to stay there awhile.

 

http://www.myspace.com/austenetta

 

Add me, dollz.


Monday, October 09, 2006

Behind it all...

Written several months ago, this expresses too aptly where I am at right now...

 

Behind the glass facade, beneath the aura of self-confidence, of impenetrable personal resolution, I am - a child... a weak, helpless, panting infant...

 

searching for wholeness in a broken world...

wanting that feeling of fulfillment beyond, above, transcending perversities...

wanting love...

wanting to be accepted...

I've been taught so much, my head bursts with knowledge but my heart fails with longing.

Oh, Lord, my God, where are You in it all? How do I live and yet live for you?

NO ONE IS ABOVE FALLING!!!

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

Tuesdayhater (Kat, right???) - you should be on the list now. :)


Sunday, July 16, 2006

Guys and dolls, ;)

 

To read the protected posts that I've been making here, you have to be signed into Xanga AND on my subscription list.... if you want to be on my list, let me know. Most of you are added but some infrequent visitors are NOT added, since I have a limit to how many I can allow. If you like, for those of you who only read and don't use Xanga as a blog (like Miss W and J.M.), I can create a general "read lady antagonist" account for you to use to log in, and I'll email you the account name and password. I would use fake "personal info" for it and it would just be a general account for readers only...

Email me if you want to be on that account.

 

Tata,

 

L.A.


Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Life is about to get really interesting.... well, more so than usual, anyway... for me, and I've decided to start posting most of my life-story type posts in Protected format. I've already put alot of old posts under protected format, too... the Net isn't the safest place, even when most of my traffic is friendly, for someone whose name is suddenly becoming known in her area to have her life-story online.

 

If you know what I mean... :)

 

I'm not famous, but I'm going to start with the crowd-control now to save time/trouble later. ;) My regular readers are already on my protected list - for those friends who aren't and want to be on the list, post a comment here and I'll add you. For friends like JM and Miss White, I can always email you my blog posts that you would want to read.

 

TTYL!!



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