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This week, I've had to deal with really strong emotions. I've thought about love and death, to an extent that it really resonated with me. Because of that, I've been reduced to such a restless stage. Everything that I thought about, I felt it and if it moved me even just a little, it brought me to tears. Why am I feeling so helpless? Why am I feeling twice the emotions, twice the sadness, twice the pain? Even thinking of how to articulate my feelings is bringing me to the brink of tears right now.
I don't know why this is so. Maybe it is the sum of everything - that everything led to one and another, contributing. Maybe it's the fact of leaving yet another place that I've made it my home for so many years. Maybe it's the fear of starting anew, anticipating the unpredictability. Or could it be that I'm just tired of it all?
I forgot how therapeutic it is to sit before a blank screen and try to let my mind speak in the middle of the dead, silent night.
Solace, come find me.
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| This is for you, mom...
I have no idea who still frequents my blog since lack of updates (or rather, none at that). In order to appease my mom, I have to blog even if it's a few words. Here goes...
Work has been busy but pretty fun. There's nothing better than being busy at work and before you know it, it's lunchtime! and then, it's hometime! Obviously the best part would be the first fat paycheck I received for the first month doing really little. There's a little guilt in there as I was blowing my money away in all directions imaginable but be assured that now the busy period at work is upon me, I'm making up my first few weeks of slacking off.
And since xmas is arriving in a few weeks, that can only mean presents! Or rather, one big present from my boy. =D All I want for Christmas is........ a shoulder bag! I've spent more than 30 mins today with a pleasant Gucci salesperson, inspecting at the bags she has to offer while flashing the price tags to my curious boy (to which his replies would be, wtf?! $1500 for a bag!?) Men. She did find me a cute shoulder bag that really took my liking and the price seems relatively reasonable while I was surrounded by all the other bags but alas, after an hour pondering in the office has made me realized that there's really no excuse to be blowing almost $1000 on a rather small shoulder bag. Besides, it looked almost identical to my Gucci purse and I don't exactly want to be seen carrying what seemed to be a "set" of leather goods...
Thus! hence! and therefore..... we shall be taking a long stroll in David Jones at lunch tomorrow and see what can tickle my fancy... during the drive home from work today, he said "Why must you have such expensive taste!" to which I have not much reply... sigh.... it's just a tad disappointing to have champagne taste and a beer budget, to quote Dan.
SIGHHHHHH...
Happy mom!? =) wov u.
ps: it's been so long since I last updated that I attempted my password for more than 5 times only to have the password emailed to me. -_-
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| Mucking around late at night with my EOS... and this is what happened...
 Click to enlarge, it looks wayyyy better. xxx | | |
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