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| Somewhere between life and college apps, I fell very much away from Xanga. Yep.
Facebook ftw, much?
That's what I thought. Yay Facebook.
So nervous about college. So so so so--
--whoo, insomnia. -swoons-
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| sakushi: Hamasaki Ayumi
sakkyoku: Ferry Corsten
henkyoku: Ferry Corsten
mikakete, mitsukete, misadamete iru
mitsumete, midarete, mitasarete, iru demo...
miagete, mikakete, mikurabete iru hora
mikubiru, mitoreru, mihanasarete'ru
sou bokura wa arayuru subete no basho de tsunagatte iru kara
kono kotoba ni tsuite kangaeru kimi to datte mou sude ni
aa bokura ga itsu ka eien no nemuri ni tsuku koro made ni
totteoki no kotoba o hatashite ikutsu kawaseru no darou?
---
I see, I find, I make sure.
I stare, I'm fascinated, I'm satisfied, but
I look up, I see, I compare.
I despise, I stray, I'm abandoned.
We're connected at each and every place so
when I think this word, you'll already know.
Oh, by the time we sleep deeply,
how many precious words will we have exchanged?
That bit of lyrical beauty over...I don't know. I'm walking into an
irreversible future. I might not even reach it before next year. I'm
full of confusion and resentment and grumpiness and self-righteous
teenage raaaaage [/harry potter] but somehow, I'm regarding my
impending implosion with calm and a grain of salt.
...no, I'm not sure what that was, either. Aaanyhow.
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| And now, the actual entry!~
...Actually, no. Everything perninent has already been rambled out on
my LJ, meaning life, liberty, school-college-theatre. But if you want
to catch up, e-mail meh at -artemis dot winter at gmail dot com- (what?
I fear spambots.) and I'll send you my cell number.
...
Seriously, I haven't talked voice-to-voice with some of you since--
well; Miramar kids, 1.5 years. Non-Floridian kids, 5 years and
counting. What I find almost absurdly entertaining is how everyone's
voices have changed but in the most fundamental way, we all look the
same as we did in elementary/middle school. Gaaack.
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| New transliteration.
"KI-SE-KI" (Mi~ra~cle) by BeForU
Uncertain bits are in brackets. Also, please don't use without credit-- I seem to be visited by random people...
[t]ookiku nanika ga ugoki[ru] shiteru
mou sude ni nanika ga hajimeatteta
hitomi no okunimie[na]
kasunderu keshiki ni wa
sorezore no hana ga saku
me wo kimeru hana
ima koso [ana]ta na
tobira wo [kiraku] toki
soko ni wa watashi ga iru
anata na sekai ga aru
-shinjitete sono kiseki wa
tashun[kana] kagayakiri michi de
[tabu]chiru hikari no zumu
subete wo kaerareru
inochi nakushita hana ni
hikari no shizuku o[do]shinara
kumou [z]ake mi nareru
jiri yukou tomoshirazu ni
[do]reku rai aruki tsuzukete darou
mayoi tachizuku miyura ugoku kokoro
kooru wa toikara koso
sutawa [k]osuru imi ga aru
sou [o]iki kase nagara
watashi wa takamete
yuku dareka ni kizuite
goshikute sakendetta
watashi ga koko ni iru to
anata na watashi ga iru
-shinjitete sono kiseki wa
mabushiku kagayaki tsuzukeru
hito[tsu]ji no hikari wa
unmei no [u]jishirube
inochi wo buki kaeshira
kiseki no hana wo mitsuketara
umare kawareru koto
utsukushii sono imi ga wataru
ima wo ikiru subete no mono aruki tsuzukete yuku
shiranu uchi ni mayoi waki e harukana mirai e to
anata ni mou saku toki wa kumu unmei no hana
kiseki wa otozume soshite kagayaite yuku darou
[n]atto sou anata wo tobira wo [u]raku toki
soko ni wa anata ga iru anata na anata ga iru
-shinjitete sono kiseki wa
saigo no kagayaki ni michi de
nani mo kamo wo [tsutsumi]
subete wo kaete yuku
inochi nakushita hana ni
kiseki no hikari terashi [na]ra
[kou] [aniz]aki tsuzukeru
ji[r]iyuku koto mo shiranu mama
-shinjiteta sono kiseki wa
saigo no kagayaki hana [a]tte
nani mo kamo wo terashi
subete wo kaete yuku
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| Because while glaring at the college application on my desk (funny that
the ones that sent me applications are...the ones I've gotten awards
from?) and lamenting my utter suckage at life (in the sense that life
equals credentials pre-college. I win and am queen of everything else)
while listening to the utterly gorgeous "pearl : the best collection"
album by the lovely and flabbergasting closet geek Kokia, all I can
offer is these words to ponder:
And lo, they came upon life, and decided that opposable thumbs were
merit enough to create an economy, an educational system, and an actual
way of living determined to thoroughly defeat the purpose of nature.
-facepalm-
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