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Monday, February 04, 2008

  • insecurities..

    I do not know why I have this urge to write on this thing...maybe I just need an outlet and maybe I just want someone to hear my heart today..I am not sure...but I have been doing a lot of thinking...My heart is truly bruise and exposed and I am feeling very insecure these days.

    I wish I could get to the place in my life that I was so secure and knew that I could trust God will 100%  of my heart and not worry about a single thing that goes on in my life...whether my future is what I desire or not...whether I have friends that show me love or not, whether I go on full time staff or not...so many questions go through my mind and instead of worrying about them, I want to just be free to live each day as if it was my last day and have no worries about what tomorrow holds. Somedays I can't wait to see what God is going to do next and the next minute I am so consumed with how I feel that I get distracted from the plan he has for me...I just need to learn to love him more so that I can trust him more. I need to give my all to him, feelings, insecurities and learn that waiting on him is not room for insecurities and insanity to come in but a place of peace.

    SO whether I live or die accomplishing all the things "I" want to, I will know that his will for me is far greater than my own...now it is just living that out...

     

     

Monday, January 21, 2008

  • CINDERELLA's CLOSET

    Well the mission has begun!!! Cinderella's Closet!

    What is it: To Collect Prom Dresses to give away to others that might not be able to go to prom otherwise!!!

    We have begun collecting nice and gently used prom dresses and accessories. The event will take place of March 15th, 2008!

    We will have an all day event that starts by teaching the girls how God sees them and who they are on the inside not what the world says they are from what their outside looks like...then we will have a fashion show and lunch and then the girls get to shop for their new prom dress and accessories. we will also be giving away prizes, like limo rides, dinners for 4, earrings, hairdo's, etc...

    If you can help in any way, please let me know...otherwise I covet your prayers!

    Thank you!

Friday, November 30, 2007

  • Christmas is just around the corner now...I am so excited about this time of year...not only to remember Jesus Birth and what that means to us even today, but it also is a time for me to really reflect on my life and what my year has been like.

    Currently I do not want to give up on 2007...I don't think that I am done or better yet God is done with me. There are people all around me starting to process and prepare for what 2008 holds, that is great and all but for me..I have 32 days left of 2007 and what will I do with them? How will I make a difference for the kingdom or will I just waste my time thinking of what is to come?

    These are all questions that I am pondering at the moment. I am also being challenged to memorize more scripture...starting with 2 different passages...Psalms 1 and Col. 3..so I just pray that these words sink into my heart because I desperately need a heart change.

    Hope you all are blessed and well and Happy holidays to you!!!

    <3 jul

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Friday, November 09, 2007

  • my heart is so heavy and hurt but i have no idea what to say...most of what I want to say will not be worth anything to anyone else...so I will keep it bottled up inside and give it to the Lord and pray that I don't lose it or cry another tear..it won't do any good.

     

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

  • Happy Fall to all of you!!!

    I love this weather..I just wish that is would stay like this and skip winter...

    NO SNOW!!! But unfortunately that just can't be! So I will enjoy this while I can and embrace what is to come...

     

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