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Sunday, January 27, 2008

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702
By 702
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DAMN
it's been a long ass time since i've been on xanga.
so what's new.
well...graduation is coming up soon and of course, i have no idea what to do with my life. I have my heart set on CU Denver but I obviously have my doubts considering that I haven't gotten an acceptance letter. I'm still a nanny-poo at the moment, but i look foward to moving on with my life. If fate decides that CU Denver isn't the right path at the moment, I'm pretty sure I'll still move to d-town and just work for awhile. I have a lot of different motives for my decisions but I guess most ppl would consider it silly.
As for the love life...
well mr. korea finally got the idea that we're broken up (after how long?) but there's no doubt that i still love and miss him everyday, and very much so at that.
but during the meantime, me & Clarence had this "flirt" going on that was interesting. I was attracted to him about as much as he was attracted to me, but I don't really date friend's exes, not to mention, he has a reputation of getting around. Nothing ever works out the right way but hey...
things might turn around once mr. korea comes back, yeah?

yeah.
I'm bringing sexyyy back

Friday, July 20, 2007

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Sarina Paris
By Sarina Paris
Single Life
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16 MONTHS

& i am finally single.
it's a little crazy but it feels good.
i cried all morning and afternoon the day it happened but we left it on good terms so it's an easy breather now.
no more guilt trips, second guessing, or doubt.
no more lectures and smartass remarks.

oh hell yeah.

personally though, i think the relationship had been over for a long time...just neither of us really acknowledged it.
but we made a promise that once he comes back, we'll start over: fresh & new.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

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Strength & Loyalty
By Bone Thugs-N-Harmony
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haha MAN was this weekend so dramatic
my brother was all trippin' out mad crazy because me & Su went to the movies friday night to see 1408. he calls us all asking us why we weren't waiting in the lobby [since apparently he tried following us after leaving], and then later he calls again screaming "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU" 20x over.
chill.the.fuck.out.

damn.

haha
but then saturday night was somewhat embarrassing....i had planned to spend the night at my sister's so she wouldn't have to be alone and when we got to the house around 11 at night, all the lights were on but nobody had been home the entire day. so my sis calls my bro to come stay with us in case of anything, and he ends up showing up with a freakin bar, circling the house screaming ''give me the fucking keys'' like a crazed maniac. but earlier, i had told my sis to call the cops to escort us in and check out the house for us, and when the cop comes- he thinks my bro had broken into the house or something of that sort. [HAH]
but after he was cleared, back up was called so 3 more cop cars show up and all these guys are circling around the house. & here i was, sitting in the car all freaking out, thinking there's some crazed maniac inside...and next thing i know, three of the cops were at the front door with their guns out yelling "COME OUT AND PUT YOUR HANDS UP"
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
but after another 10 minutes, turn out nobody was in the house. nothing was moved either, but various lights were on in different areas around the house which makes no sense because why would they be on if nobody had been in the house to turn them on, plus they don't have a timer either.

weird shit i tell u.
yep..

Sunday, June 17, 2007

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They Don't Know
By Jon B
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maybe it's just me but the love life sucks major assage.
aside from that...summer's been good, interesting.

haha man, sunday night we all went to Eden and afterwards, these cops kept pulling me and Jessi over which scared the shit outta me since it was like 1:30 in the morning. they pulled us over like 4 times, and wouldn't quit following us everywhere.
But the disgusting thing about it was the guy who kept pulling us over wouldn't quit checking us out. But tell me the fuck why he pulled us over the last time and said "I just wanted to make sure the driver was ok to drive because I'm sure one of you here isn't"

wtf kinda shit is that?
asswipe...did it look like we were freakin intoxicated?
lameshit.

anyways,
i spent a few days at my sister's just for the hell of it & all i got from it was lectures from my grandma.
lol so i left early, and went to go see "Fantastic 4" which was alright.

man.
i am getting desperate for this god damn piercing to happen.
lmao.