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Saturday, November 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 15:36:00 GMT

I havent updated my xanga for quite some time.
so here it is - an update!

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 18:39:02 GMT

so sayaka missed dance practice and there i was, finding myself in a rare situation where i had two extra unplanned hours. and i decide to take a walk up East Rock by myself. one hour there. one hour back. and all exhausted. i bet i will sleep well tonite, that is if my roommates don't play the tv too loud until late into the night...

Friday, March 26, 2004

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 17:25:32 GMT

hey. i am writing to apologize. i wanted to talk to you in person, but it seems like that may not happen some time soon. please disregard what i said during spring break, i guess i had too much free time during break, thinking too much things that i shouldn't being thinking about. i guess i was hoping to realize what i have lost in the past. but i hope u were not offended by what i told you and i hope u enjoyed the time we had together. it was fun hanging out. i am terribly sorry if i have in any way made you feel uncomfortable. and i had no intention to get into conflict with him either. i hope things will turn out well at this point. i hate losing a friend that way if u know what i mean. somewhat need your help at this point.

cheers kev

ps. there is more that i want to talk about, hope i will hear from you soon.

Monday, March 22, 2004

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 17:14:18 GMT

school. glad to be back in a sense, keeping myself busy. but it gives me that shitty feeling when i see that one shitty suitmate again. and guess what he is doing right now? playing playstation. Again. yes, again. he has no life (nor any future) dude.

I am pretty lazy...just uploaded my photos from christmas break onto the computer. a few glimpses from christmas break in hong kong and bangkok below:

floating market in bangkok

my sis, mom and me on one of the floating boats

fmaily piz before we watched the cutlural show i think

crazy new yr's eve party dancing with my dad

timar fun with sara and ju

wow...too much fun there, ben.

karaoke all the time, except this is more of chinese pop

dinner with crazy jackie, princess diana and my favorite auntie chung

i love my aunite vienna

Friday, March 19, 2004

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 23:03:40 GMT

you never know what you are going to find on the web...a picture of me performing with the yip's children symphony orchestra about 4,5 yrs ago. memories, laughter, friendships, fear, anger, tears, and first-love, all in one photo. yes, a picture is definitely more than a thousand words...

Friday, March 19, 2004

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 19:29:33 GMT

this morning was pathetic. i was on a bus, and i had to go pee-wee so bad that i had to get off the bus half way, i have never done something so embarrassing, and of course, i got off in the middle of no way and couldn't find a bathroom that i just pee-wee behind bushes and tress. but it was all worth it, j-pop karaoke last nite with natalie and dan was crazy as usual. so awesome.

signed up for friendster and thefacebook, i loved them. sort of getting addicted.

and of course, i wanted to watch another broadway show, again, but i was sort of loosing the interest to yet watch another one by myself, though dan offered to watch it with me. but oh well, broadway shows are something you share with good friends, not something you watch by yourself i firgure...

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 17:02:25 GMT

i hate the feeling of having nothing to do. didn't go out to the city, didn't watch a broadway show, didn't really do shit. just sat around in front of the computer, signed up for friendster, signed up for thefacebook, and searched for friends on xanga. it was rather pathetic

watched a movie at home, called "bullets of love", by leon and this japanese actress, loved the story plot though. lost his girlfriend and then found someone who looked like her, acted like her...may sound more like a fantasy, but it really does happen in this world i tell you.

Just feel like putting some simulation out there...
Check this out dude, this is one of the many crazy punishments we get from playing Uno.
nose to nose with joe chiu: http://pantheon.yale.edu/~jmc242/videos/Jolie's%2020th%20bday%20030.avi

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 00:56:47 GMT

i think i am in mad love with broadway shows. sort of getting addicted. i was going to just get out to the city to watch the St Patrick's Day parade, but i guess i was too late and i didn't really see any of it. so i ended up waiting in line for a long freezing hour to get the student rush ticket for 42nd Street. it was so amazing. i loved it.

i got to meet up with jolie for about an hour before she left ny for dc, but i was dame lonely. i was trying to find someone to watch the broadway show with me. yes, i know, i watched it by myself. but i am used to it. walking down the streets by myself, hanging out by myself. people are out of town for spring break, sucks. but i did make friends with this cool girl jenny from missisippi and she was awesome. we waited in line together for the tickets.

but the bigger question remains. i don't think i am that bad. i would say i am rather funny, humorous, nice and...charming at times. don't you think? but since ting ting, i have never really had a serious partner. i have never got to share my life with someone i love. i never got to walk down the streets, holding hands with someone i care for. i think i have grown up and i am ready for a serious relationship, but the girl just hasn't shown up, at the right place, at the right time. whenever i pass by couples hugging each other or whenever i think of my friends who have found their perfect ones (for now at least, you can never tell when they are really the one at this point in time), i get jealous. i think my immediate though would be..i wish it was me. i believe there is someone for everyone in this world. yes, i do. but it is up to chance that they meet, that they come together. yet for me, i can only ask where are u? i have been looking very hard...maybe she will appear very soon, maybe she is waiting in japan, hehe, good nite and sweet dreams, whoever you are...

p.s. the girls in 42nd Street were so beautiful, it was unbelievable...

and guess what, i finished two problem sets today, impressive, huh?

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 21:05:31 GMT

so plan has changed. i am now back in new york, new jeresy area.
and the weather is so shitty.
the ground is so nasty.
the weather is so chilly
why is it still snowing like crazy?

It was amazing down there in Virginia and Washginton DC, i think i got quite tanted as well. and seriously, UVA was so beautiful, and Eileen's roommates were so awesome. I had a great time.

but fun is over. now back to work, two problem sets and lots of little stuff to get done with. I am sort of looking forward to the end of spring break....oh, and i feel like watching more broadway shows, but no one to watch with....

Saturday, March 13, 2004

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 22:59:58 GMT

Crazy moments at Washington DC with Eileen and Chris.