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Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/20/1982
Gender: Female


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Expertise: saying the wrong things at the wrong time in front of the wrong peeps
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Member Since: 12/8/2003

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

so apparently those strange mixed feelings i've been having aren't a 3-month long PMS. and apparently so many ppl my age are experiencing it there's now an official name -  "the quarterlife crisis" -__-

in a nutshell: 

"It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.

You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.

You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while wining the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. "

 

source- unknown


Monday, October 31, 2005



zulu, our gentle giant
2000- 2005



Friday, September 16, 2005

lavinatien.com - my affair with shanghai from the past 2 months. nothing spectacular, check it out if you can & criticisms most welcome!


Wednesday, April 27, 2005

it's ironic how the further i am away from home the more "local" i get. yep lately i've been somewhat livin' la vida local what with mahjong/poker, mad shopping at ranch 99, hotpot plus belting out sally yeh and a whole slew of old fogey canto pops. i don't think i've ever sent so many goosebumps across the room before. my froggy voice clearly is not going anywhere, oh well.

here's to more fobby times ahead!

the ultimate bbq - chicken skewers, pig's neck, char siu and hot dogs -__-



what goes around most definitely comes around, ahem =)




it's sad how utterly behind i am in the pop scene. the singers i like are either dead or sporting 80s hairdos in their mtvs



case in point:


let the c-lai days begin!


sin city part 2 - liquor, chicks, and liquor-pouring-chicks







Saturday, April 16, 2005





Zoo Wants Chimpanzee to Stop Smoking

Fri Apr 15, 8:39 AM ET


JOHANNESBURG (Reuters) - A South African zoo is trying to persuade its star chimpanzee to kick a bad smoking habit.


 

Charlie, a grown male chimp and the Bloemfontein Zoo, has been picking up cigarettes thrown to him by visitors and smoking them -- a habit he probably picked up by observing humans, zoo officials told the SAPA news agency on Thursday.

"Baby chimps pick up habits by mimicking adults and we think he started mimicking smokers at his enclosure which probably led to smokers throwing him cigarettes," spokesman Daryl Barnes told SAPA.

Barnes said Charlie was already showing the signs of a true nicotine addict.

"He even acts like a naughty schoolboy by hiding the cigarette when staff approach the area," Barnes said, adding that the zoo was determined to help him quit.

Barnes said the most important thing was that people stop providing Charlie with cigarettes or any other treats, noting the chimp already had three bad teeth because of all the cans of sweet soft drinks that people throw at him.

Charlie is not the only smoking chimpanzee. A zoo in the Chinese city of Zhengzhou reported last year that one of its chimps had taken up smoking and was desperately bumming cigarette butts off visitors.




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