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| I don't know what I'm feeling right now. For some reason, I can't find any specific emotion in me, which scares me. Neither happiness, nor sadness, fear or ecstasy, reside in me. Or rather, they won't show themselves to me. I think this is what I've been feeling for the past month or so. I just can't seem to muster up any true emotions in myself, so I've been feeling a sort of frustration with everything around me. Even when I'm in church, the one place I truly want to focus, I can't, I can't focus all of my energy on that, and it's so frustrating. I pray for strength and focus and I pray that God will use my frustration in His will.
I can't stand not feeling anything.
It's unnerving, and I don't want this.
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| 2 Corinthians 5:17I'm not sure about the rest of the world, but people today make me very sad and angry, and it's becoming harder and harder to forgive. I believe the malignant, moronic mess of a society that we live in today should be drugged Jim Jones style with chill pills and various sleep-inducing drugs and while sleeping, they should be transported to a church where, upon waking, they would sit through the most amazing life-changing sermon of their lives. There is something missing greatly in the world today. God is missing. People have stopped believing and instead of kind words and prayers escaping their lips, rude and hurtful things are being said. Satan is taking over. By pushing the devil out of everyone and everything, God can once again have His way with the world, as is meant to be. By prayer and repentance and spreading the word and love of God, society can begin the healing process, which is exactly what it needs.
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, they are a new creation. The old has gone, the new has come.
2 Cor 5:17
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| "In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act."
----George Orwell
"Nothing is permanent in this wicked world--not even our troubles."
----Charles Chaplin
"Taking a new step, uttering a new word, is what people fear most."
----Fyodor Dostoevsky
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thank you for being my friend for the past 5 or so years,
even though I know I've been annoying beyond belief,
whenever we've spoken.
you are the only hope I have that truth and faith exists,
and your innocence and love for God is simply wonderful.
your words always make me smile, and make me feel loved and important,
and I'm sorry that we're not as good of friends as we could be.
but I want you to know that you mean so so so so so much to me,
and just your existence and friendship has made such an impact
on my life.
I love you, sarah,
and I hope you read this.
love,
jenn
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