I've been feeling sooooooooooo confused these days.

I'm confused during amath, emath, physics, geog, chinese (I've always been), SS and like, now I'm confused during dance. Yeah. I'm totally clueless on what's going on and my stupid bird brain can't really get all the steps. Its soooooooo stressful! Sometimes I feel like some mad woman the way I dance. As in.. like some havoc in the dance studio. haha its not really funny. Its so demoralising. And the new dance! Its soo fast you don't even have time to stop and think. So I'm like some goondu!

 

Today's chinese test was really really bad! They asked for like literary devices?? I knew what it was. But in ENGLISH. How am I supposed to know what it is in chinese? So I left it blank. I'm so screwed. I'll fail for sure. I'm so afraid I'll get kicked out of HMT. I'm not doing well at all! Shall I start reading the chinese newspapers? Or watching the news? I think I ought to. I got like Band 10 for chinese?? I broke my own record. And my L1R5 for CA1 is like TEN? And its only gonna get higherrr for CA2, CA3 and SA.

 

School sucks.

 

Oh and I have like zerooooooooo achivements. Both in school and outside school. I was doing my MPP file. And I could only find 3 things. THREE. HAHAHA my file's super thin. And I already did everything I could to fatten it. I have no achievements mah... Maybe if I didn't get Cert. of participation for last year's Australian Maths Test I would be able to put one more thing in. HAHA! So now I only have 2 NSW for english and science and 1 ballet cert. hahaha. I'm really loser-ish. Oh and today's NSW science thing was really disastrous too!

 

Okay goodnight! BYE!

 

Love, Kathleen

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