So this week I have been on the hunt to find a planner. I have always had a planner for school but now I am looking for a "grown up" one. Josh thinks I'm silly. And I probably am. I don't know if I will ever be grown up (or if people will ever look at me and think I am grown up) but I am trying. My search however has not been so successful.

Also this week I am continuing to realize how truly blessed I am. To have found the love of my life at such a young age, to have a wonderful family who loves me unconditionally and to have the little pleasure in life like good food and a warm bed. I struggle a lot with comparing myself to others (a lot of us girls have this struggle i feel) but this week has made me even more aware of how silly that really is. God has us each in the place he wants us with the things he wants us to have to fulfill his purpose. No need to compare.

The last thing I will say about the past few days: I have been eating a lot of ice cream and I am loving it!!!!!

Yesterday I joined xanga.. I have no clue what I am doing but everyone told me I needed to join. Help!

Today I have been working on some goals for this semester. I know it is half way over but I have been feeling unproductive as of late and goals tend to help me. I always question where I am when I begin to feel unproductive. But there are always those moments in life, this I know I just don't think I will ever be able to get used to them. Today however has been a pretty good day.

I just got xanga and have no clue what is going on or what i am doing!!