Just want to tell you guys I'll be in Rhode Island for about 2 weeks starting from Monday.  I won't be on for about that long either.  I'll miss you guys!

OK! other than that I've been going crazy.  The only human contact I've had for the past 2 weeks has been my family.  It's insane and makes me want kids less and less with each passing day.  I am going to dye my hair again soon though.  Red and blue are the colors and with my hair being shorter it should be interesting.  MMMM planes... everytime we fly the day before a plane crashes. I mean EVERYTIME.  That's one of the several reasons my mom hates flying.  We still have the lovebird we found at school.  My mom thinks someone just let it go because it never shuts up.  It probably was just lonely because it doesn't talk as much now as it did when it was alone in the house.  Oh well, as long as it's happy right?  My summer hasn't been that interesting, the most interesting part was when my friend Megan came down from Yuma.  Yea I know I'm lame... anyway I'm gonna go BYES!

well...its been months since i've posted anything on here so i thought i would.  its the first day of rodeo (WOOHOOO!!!!!) and i'm already starting to feel better.  of course the happiness of being able to breathe quickly faded as soon as i actually got out of bed.  the boy, aka my baby cousin, is three and guess what?  he doesn't listen to word we say.  he was basically stucked in time out for two hours because he wouldn't sit up while he ate, he kept spitting, he wouldn't stay in the chair, and he kept complaining when i tried changing the channel since he was spending more time watching the girls than the t.v.  i was so glad when he took a nap. 

the rest of the day was boring; mainly spent it t.v. wandering.  i was going to try to do homework today, but its our first day off and that plan disappeared.  school is getting crazy you know?  it eats away at basically all our time and when we slack off we get drowned in work the next day.  its impossible to keep up with everything though.  apush is going faster than ever now, english has a bunch of big things coming up, math is just killing me, physics is draining and evil, and my electives are starting to become less and less fun.  i hate school, it makes me depressed because i run out of time just to be a teenager alot.  i miss hanging out with friends and wandering around stores and going to see movies and going to the park.  instead i only really have time to check my mail, get a snack, and then i have to get right to homework... which i don't do.  i procrastinate and it only gets me in trouble that i can't get out of.  the school makes me stressed and very depressed... sometimes i wish it would go away... sometimes i wish everything would go away...

for any1 who has Glass and has read Smiley might agree with me when i say she knows NOTHING about the characters in the story.  Huck accepts Jim for who he is & of course he nevers acknowledges him unless they're alone he's supposed to be Huck's slave...to my knowledge owners and slaves didn't talk much.  & of course Jim gets left behind when the King, Duke, and Huck go into town HE'S A RUNAWAY SLAVE!!  if he went to town & any1 knew him from where he actually was from they could drag him back.  both Jim and Huck are also naive, they don't know anything about how rivers flow so when they thought they were heading towards the free land (after Jim went to Cairo to free his wife and children...big reason for going south) they were really heading towards New Orleans.  she apparently doesn't understand the characters. she doesn't get y Jim accepts only having affection from Huck, maybe because Huck was his first and ONLY friend.  for some1 who's never had some1 close like that affection is a great thing even if it's the only thing. 

Twain's purpose of the book was also not to portray slavery too much.  he had a few black characters and the main 1 was Jim, who we find is a smart, caring man.  if Twain was for slavery y the hell would he make a character like that?  her arguments make no sense to me.  she then goes into this long shpeel about how uncle tom's cabin was a much better, and should of been a much more important, book.  it addresses the hard side of slavery which should be address, if that's the topic of the book.  The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn was about a boy on an adventure whose morals became more positive.  the book was not about slavery and so it did not address the issue.  he picks on slavery, the south, and alcoholism but none of them are under attack for very long because they're not severely important parts of the book.  if she wanted it to be about slavery she should go back in time and make Twain grow up in a free state like Stowe did.  there's a difference in beliefs in where they grew up and so she needs to back off and look over what she said.  He grew up with it around him so slavery too him wasn't a big deal, but i doubt he fully supported it either with his remarks of Jim slightly getting beaten for running away the second time.  it's the soft version of the hard side.

she annoys the hell out of me......