| realizationit's time for me to stop a while
and breathe
slipping out of the lecture room, taking nothing, strolling in the open air
i suddenly realize
it's been long that i've enjoyed the tranquility
interhall, projects, essays, interviews' been overwhelming me
these 2 months were tough
i miss the air. |
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| Motivation. Where does it come from?i'm thinking.
my life's been so packed. everyday from morning
till nite i'm occupied with different stuff. classes, part-time,
practices, projects, meetings.. the list goes on forever and keep
repeating itself. this week, i'll have 4 assignments due, 1 class test,
Swire Group app test, IELTS, and back to UBS for tmr. and today, i got
a reply from the faculty that i'm selected for the L'Oreal Brandstorm
and i just accepted it.
are these what i wanted? these days
i'm just chasing deadlines. in fact deadlines are stopping to have any
effect on me. i can't feel that they're pressing. exam? huh? am i gonna
have exam next week? my future is so blurred. i'm not fearing that i
can't get a job. but i just don't have an idea of what am i going to be
like after a year. what i want myself to become. completely aspiration-less. i've
been given a lot of opportunities. i seize every one of them without
thinking much. but what did i learn from them? most of the time i
didn't make full use of them. after all, may be all i have are names,
titles, and inside it's just empty. empty as hell.
i
think i need some time to regain my motivations. after meeting all the
deadlines. there're bound to be something that i really really want to
do and it is worth doing. i'm
so not a self-motivated person (tho i always describe i'm one in job
apps). luckily i've been living with people who can push me forward.
but life can't go on like this and things won't run well. can i get to
be more determined?
alrite i should return to my law assignment due tmr. which should be 10 pages and i've just done one.
no more thinking. do and get it done. |
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| new homei'm moving tmr!!! so excited! if any of u dunno... i'm moving to the Belcher's!! yea will pass thru my home if u go to campus from 82.... ^^"
but so happy to have new house... come to my place later! sisters, softball, hockey..... o ppl i welcome u all! post pictures of my new home after i move in~ |
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