What I want matters not, For I choose to make my peace of mind.

What I can control is anything of my orbit, but nothing that holds my hand.

I hope not to fall, and know not if i can.

But I do know this, peace of mind will lead to road less traveled with burden.

We like our pain, too often ive followed the painful road .

This time I choose to make the misake of holding your hand.

But with conflidance in myself of how I feel.

You choose your way of best.

I stay by your side, without these games that make us tired.

I stare at you light, Im choosing more silence in conversation.

But I still say much with word I speak. I must tip toe lighty.

I want nothing more then you to be happy.

Your puppy is best for you, and when you call,

I hope I can be best for you as well.

I hope I dont fall, but if I do....

I hope you are there to fall with me,

Then I know it is our road, not just ones road.

maybe im too much of a convience to her.

I really should just date around.

but the think is I havent been wanting to date.

so curise... and I guess im making this cuddle buddy into a friend evenually because I dont see us getting together. Oh well.

at least she has been sweet and lighty kissing me. which is nice.

for I without you = is not a total loss.

but you with me even without the commiemnt.

is a gain of a soul near you.

I am content near you, by your side.

without the heart I cant steal, but you may destory me

anyday.