Chaos.
Well first of all I want to thank you all for the responses they felt nice and caring...I'll try to keep up with your postings as well......

Today was weird. I did good at work and eating as well. I didn't keep records but I am pretty sure I didn't eat more that 700 BUT that still stupid and fattening. As for the title of my blog that is the time I got home after work (I got to work at 12:30 in the morning oook!!!!) . Needless to say I am worn out. But in a masochist way I love my job.
Another topic, I have this friend at work and she;s super georgeous. She;s a size zero (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). The irony of it all is that even though she has done modeling and KNOWS that I am totally against eating any fatty calories ALL she does is talk about food and recipes with me. YES i like to cook but FUCK don't come up to me talking about chocolates, deserts and yummy salads. I wish I could just yel at her face: DON'T YOU SEE THAT U ARE WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT I SPENT HOURS LISTENING TO MY STOMACH GROWLING JUST TO BE CLOSE TO YOUR DRESS SIZE!!!..........ugh she pisses me off.....but on the other hand I like to hang out with her because all we do at lunch time is look at Vogue magazines (lots of thinspo) so ....idk I guess is a love/hate relationship of some sort.
LOL so thats all for today (at least all exciting).....Here's some thinspo
Love you all Stay Strong <3
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