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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

  • 10 am...

    Today I work so its great because i'll be busy enough not to think about food!

    Intake today so far:
    B- 1 cup of corn flakes 101 cals & an orange 62 cals

    Hopefully the rest will be:
    L- passion tea and an apple

    D- nothing

    Update later ;)


Monday, April 28, 2008

  • 9:30 pm

    Ok so...today KINDA went to shit:

    No chance to excersise.
    B- Corn flakes
    L- grilled chicken salad (no dressing)
    D- some mash potatoes

    I am gonna try to purge

    Stay Strong ladies <3

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    Version 2.0
    By Garbage
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    2 in the morning

    Today I guess I did good....i had cornflakes for breakfast with 1/2 a cup of soy milk.....then at around 4 I had lunch which was a mix of some carrots, chickpeas, and tuna (in water) with some vinegar....
    What broke my heart was that as a surprise my bf had dinner made for me...(some grilled salmon and some rice) Luckily I managed to nibble on some of the rice and some fish but I gave it all to my dog....I tried to eat it to be nice to him but I couldn't. I was starting to feel nauseous so I had to stop.
    Every day I discover myself eating less and exercising more. It makes me happy inside, specially when my bf sees me naked and says: you REALLY ARE getting skinny. But between you guys and me skinnier is never enough.
    Work was super today. Finally I decided to ignore my size-zero-co-worker's talk about food (previous blog). Honestly, fuck her and her stupid size zero at least I have control over my thoughts and the things I eat.
    Again thank you all for you comments you are all really sweet girls.....you guys are awesome but LOL I have to go to sleep tomorrow is my day off but it seems like its gonna be just as busy as today....details later tomorrow.
    Stay strong beauties

Friday, April 25, 2008

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    Bleeding Love
    By Leona Lewis
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    10:13 pm

    Chaos.
    Well first of all I want to thank you all for the responses they felt nice and caring...I'll try to keep up with your postings as well......
    Today was weird. I did good at work and eating as well. I didn't keep records but I am pretty sure I didn't eat more that 700 BUT that still stupid and fattening. As for the title of my blog that is the time I got home after work (I got to work at 12:30 in the morning oook!!!!) . Needless to say I am worn out. But in a masochist way I love my job.
    Another topic, I have this friend at work and she;s super georgeous. She;s a size zero (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). The irony of it all is that even though she has done modeling and KNOWS that I am totally against eating any fatty calories ALL she does is talk about food and recipes with me. YES i like to cook but FUCK don't come up to me talking about chocolates, deserts and yummy salads. I wish I could just yel at her face: DON'T YOU SEE THAT U ARE WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT I SPENT HOURS LISTENING TO MY STOMACH GROWLING JUST TO BE CLOSE TO YOUR DRESS SIZE!!!..........ugh she pisses me off.....but on the other hand I like to hang out with her because all we do at lunch time is look at Vogue magazines (lots of thinspo) so ....idk I guess is a love/hate relationship of some sort.

    LOL so thats all for today (at least all exciting).....Here's some thinspo

    Love you all Stay Strong <3
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

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