Thank you Father.

Leave it all. All to him. Sin the barrier cast into the sea. flow through the spirit. Speak to him.

yea.

So today was PHY spa. not bad. wasnt hard really. just made this careless mistake.. where i didnt pin down the paper. crappy stuff. But i thank God for much. especially in this time of difficulty, stress... i just found out what it is like to leave it all behind.. to God. In truth we always seek to use our own ability... our own strengths to conquer the mountains, the walls we face. But we do not realize that everything that we have is given by God, and can be taken away, or added on in the blink of an eye. Chinese O levels was special. I dont know.. i felt that it was quite easy... I think he has blessed me with his wisdom, his peace which surpasses human understanding, and has blessed me with knowledge. Remembering the things that really were so... so.. trivial. yet important. He has given me the key to unlock the potential of the mind i guess. Im not very good yet, but its his blessing.. Sin acts as a barrier. Many say that they have prayed but he didnt answer. If u consciously did a sin, and really didnt truly repent for forgiveness... i think God wouldnt accept your prayer. Because u are defiled... dirty... And i pray for everyone now..for their spa, for him to forgive their sins, and cast away their fears, to help them study the things that will come out, to let them reap what they sow, to help them achieve clarity of thought, to help them maintain inner clam, to help them with the right attitude, lord in this exam. To help us achieve our best, because lord you have given us this opportunity to shine, and i pray that everyone has their time and chance,Father.I thank you for your kind and merciful blessings Lord, and i repent my sins. I hope that everyone will be in their top condition, for the Chemistry SPA we have tomorrow. And i thank you once again, Lord. In Jesus' Precious name. Amen.

Gosh. Horrible results. Newly received today...Realized the complacency and underestimation of the exams.

Today received 5 results.

Lit-C6

PHY-B3

BIO-B3

SS-C6

SSH-C6

I feel like.. really. wasted opportunity. guess i shall seize the moment now.Make use of it. and have faith...Diligence...Frequency...Intelligence. I did try.. but not fully. lying to myself. i shall stop. and truly embark on the quest for Nine. May God Help Me.

One For The Record

Arial Narrow.

Well, exams are over.. .considering the fact that the chinese o levels are like.. 9 days away. i havent been doing what i can.ah well. seems like this mid year exams were the most difficult ones ive been through my whole life, i am unsure of whether i am going to pull through as a winner, a loser, or some average guy. Depends mainly on me and my Belief i guess.Chinese was not very good.. got a B4 overall.. As for other subjects, who knows? Maybe ill get surprised.

So, for the record, its nine days till Chinese, and about 8 till Bio SPA. If i dont change now, then i wont change... ever. SO. Now what? 2 things on the agenda, now. 1.Single Minded Studying and 2.Guitar. I never will believe that those two things cannot coexist harmoniously, and i believe that excelling in both is really just a matter of mindset, and a matter of faith. Its not that hard. And spare some time to pray for Alex Lee.. coz hes in australia for a funeral. not some lameass holiday or something.. which many people have speculated.

And so now, i really do. Im making a promise to myself.. and if i break it, then i think i wont amount to anything in life.1.Studies 2.Guitar. Single minded focus. eradication of all distractions.. including the computer at times. the months leading to o levels, roughly about 4... so thats 120 days.

Focus.

Walking down the road of life

Feeling like the skys alight

Finding peace in my own world

changing scenes flashing by

Flash of Achievement

Touch Of Gold

Lions banner slowly unfolds

A pair of heroes exalted in honour

trumpets singing a song of power

Could i have been up there?

Different quests, in the pursuit of light

View of the truth magnified

Glorified above my reach

Or so thats what everyone thinks.

Ill continue part II later. heh

Is that it?

lamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelamelameOk Kartika rocks.

Just Font testing anyway. heh little tiny characters...Kartika.

Covered in sweat, targets bold were met

Broken pencils, tattered papers

living for all those higher places

but the process of it all is

changing us for the worse

eyes looking, people turning

all because we have to watch our backs

vultures flying, vultures preying

is this the world we wanna see?

Changing places, lying faces

people of the inner masquerade

Reach higher, fly faster

kill anyone in your way

doctrines of life that we live to obey

eyes looking, people turning

all because we have to watch our backs

vutures flying, vultures preying

is this the world that was meant to be?

Open your hearts, open your souls

Could you just break the mould?

Loving others is it so hard?

Helping others from the depths of your heart.

15 minutes of my precious time.Afterall time is running out to the big One.

Attitude of men. Selfish natures? or Inbred teachings? Think about it. Fly higher, move faster,,, kill all... is that it?When you have killed everyone there is to kill, flown all the way to the top... where to next? Did you enjoy life? Do you feel good? Did you appreciate all the goodness around you? or were you just infatuated with the insatiable desire for power? money? Grades? You can enjoy the process and yet achieve your goals... it is possible. without animosity, jealousy and selfishness.Find it in the Light.