Currently Reading Rainbow Road By Alex Sanchez, Jack Louth see related

Yesterday was tight I was caught in a rain storm, me and josh played and I had dinner and a movie with my two coolest friends. I went over to Jennas house after I went to wal-mart to get her house warming gift. I got her a fountin and some costers. and when I got to her house she was getting ready to leave to go to wal-mart so I said I would go with her so me,Jenna and Kiyona all went to wal-mart for some soup.ohhh! and fish the live ones. when we lef it rained so hard I had to run out in it to get my car and bring it around to the place that the will be at. so I got them and we went ack to Jennas when we got there it was raining so hard and the wind was blowing so fast i thought I was going to die but I did not. When we got in we made dinner we had noddels and corn  thats about it. We also watched a movie it was awsome. so eleven o'clock rolls around and I am sleepy so I call Josh he wanted me to come over to play. so I left Jennas in a snap. (which I still fell bad about.) after I went to Josh's I went home I was so tierd.

this is the 2nd time in a row that I had to work nights. I dont mind it I just dont like it.but thats what a job will do to you. so this really bad storm hit it sucked I was at work and the power went out and I was stuck in a donut shop with the lights out it was bad.I am so tierd. I went to go pick up my check today and well my maneger forgot to bring them out of the office so we dont get them till tommarow its not a big deal.

Currently Listening Confessions By Usher see related

This suckes. I mean I only wanted him to know how I felt now he is not talking to me. I did not cry at all lastnight I dont know why. Its hard knowing that the one you love may be  thinking diffrently of you now. I love him. nobody knows how much Josh understands me I dont know what I would do with out him.I got home lastnight from work and laid down hopeing I would fall asleep but I did'nt I stayed awake thinking how life would be if it all ended I thought about it till 6am.What did not help was the radio  was on and I was listening to music then that song came on "dont want tio try anymore" I could not do I shut it off and fell asleep.I put Josh through alot of shit I really do. and he is an adult he can make dessicions on his own.I think I am turning into a drama queen. I am turning into something I hate I dont know how to stop it. The bottem line it that I love him and I always will yeah I have my days dont we all? its hard for me to say but I will say it "I think Josh deserves better" but only he can decide that. Josh is everything to me from the momment I saw him freahmen year till now I have always loved him.sure,I thought that pete was cute but that was before I knew Josh was the way he was. to tell everybody the truth I would go out with Josh insted of Pete only because Josh knows where hes going in life. he is also mautered beyond his years. and his attitude I like a man that tells you what he thinks of you no strings attatched. pete dont have these features.

Taylor.