Seems that I will not be recruited for training in Psychiatry in July, according to "confidential" information. Apparent reson: I was marked as "AVERAGE" in all aspects in my interns' assessment report in my first rotation in caritas medical centre. THIS IS FATE. I am strongly tempted to rage and point fingers at somebody, but I shall refrain from such. It is on no account that I could avoid this
Because I have already done my best
I studied harder any anybody in class
I scored my distinction
I had my clinical attachment done
I have a well-rounded CV
In you, my very first rotation, I was slow to pick up
And there I was notorious juxtaposed against a colleague who was already in her third rotation
And so you gave me this piece of paper that doomed me What a humiliating situation. "See? That jerk who's so into that psycho thingy - serves you just right"
An imagined pseudohallucination rings up in my head,
The very voices of those same unempathic people who made my reputation and resulted in that crap report Close every door to me
Hide all the world from me
Bar all the windows
And shut out the light Do what you want with me
Hate me and laugh at me
Darken my daytime
And torture my night IS THIS WHAT YOU THINK WILL BECOME OF ME?? How can I become a psychiatrist if my mentality can't even tolerate such trivial matters? I tell you Eric Leung never dies. Don't you run away I'll be after you for the rest of my life Until I get you | 
