My last day at work...It's been more than 4 years since da first day I worked at Phoenix...It was harm when I say good bye to all my workmates, my friends from work (inc binglee stuffs)...Lyn didn't wanna say "goodbye" to me, I didn't want to either...we hugged eachother, I had so many things to say but I couldn't even say even one word. I didn't have chance to say goodbye to Mitch, to Tonie, to many ppl that always chat wif....I didn't even tell every one that it was my last day to work in dere. Uncle Peter told me to keep in touch and all the best to me; Eva was nearli cry when I told her tht it was my last day; and........

4:42AM..finally I got home, I feel a lil bit high since I drunk too much. I had so many fing to say to Allen and John; I captured many pix wif all my friends in da K room and it might be my last time to celebrate holiday lyk tht wif em. I didn't wanna leave til the security kicked us out of the K room. I saw Gorden and Perry while I was waiting for taxi to get home on george st. I didn't tell em tht I'm gonna leave soon but shacked hand wif em hardly.

Sydney...the city I luv and hate the most....I hope I could stay in here for my life time. However, on the other side of the earth, there is my parents, families and friends who always want me to go back, to stay wif em, and need my support...it's a dilemma tht whether should I stay or go back and to give up everything I have at the moment in here.

I denied tht I got drunk...

Many ppl said I would onli blogggggg when I'm being emotional or sad...I deny~~~

oh wellz...onli for this time

To myself:

life goes on, life continues...maybe this is what called "life"

Jaci, Mikai, Ada, Kit, Jimmy, Allen, Polly, Lei, Cherry...I will miss you guys alot

一雙鐵翅膀　送我到這地方　
天快亮　捨不得這機場
緩慢的遊蕩　在擁擠的機場　
風一樣

多少螢光屏　總是閃爍不定　
天與地　在中間它來臨
緩慢的飛機　有否我期待的　
一個你

忘記你說你會繼續　還是要結束
分開時只管哭　我是否太迷糊　你是否仍在乎
等的太久不想繼續　也不願結束
分開時我走出　最遙遠的旅途　最緩慢的腳步

一杯熱咖啡　抵不住我的淚　
他是誰　在擁抱的是誰
緩慢的流淚　我沒有太傷悲　
我以為

911

祈求每晚與你分享這人生
　平平淡淡之中抱你雙手都興奮
　瑰麗晚燈亦開始變暗
　無用追趕工作動魄驚心
　明晨有雨那怕沾濕好黃昏
　回頭日落西山與你睡姿都相襯
　看著你眼晴看到願望
　明日假使失去你能夠吻便要吻

Touch of My Heart!

To Mikai

It's been so long since the day you went back to Hong Kong. I can still clearly to recall the moment when you walked into custom gate. I was so sad for your left. Nearly almost four years later, it's been so good to have you back, back to Sydney, back to my life. Thanks god for bring you back!!! It's definitely a remarkable day for both of us, I'm so happy for having you back to my life again!! : )

My first entry in year 2008. I had a great starter this year as I felt time past so quick, it's already 7th of JAN. Less than 20 days to go I will be heading to my hometown - Beijing. Cannot wait to see my parents. Didn't know why I pushed myself and where did I get this motivation from to write this entry after a busy day at Brisbane. Yeah! I just came back from my first trip to Brisbane in year 2008. Thanks Alex who bought me the airticket and show me around the city of Brisbane. I was totally in a holiday mood. Now, I'm back...back to home, Sydney..back to the realites...I was been told that the quality of life is much better than Sydney in Brisbane. I guess Alex was right at this point, the City might not be as "mordern" & "trend" as Sydney, but people looked they really apprecitate and very enjoy the way of their life. The city is very clean and people really do respect eachother. Eventhough I kept telling myself that Sydney is my home and I already get used to the lifestyle in Sydney, in other hand, I do found the good side of Brisbane, and maybe it is the real living environment that I was been looking for. OR..it's only because I just wanna escape to somewhere apart from Sydney - the place that I love & hate the most.

I kept telling myself to take one step back, think twice before I act, look things wide (from different aspects...) I try to forget all the things or people that I hate, treasure what I have. I feel lucky that I have my parents, my loved ones in my life; I feel lucky that I have this little space which no one knows so that I can say what I feel like to say, do what I feel like to do in here...the best listener is myself, I don't talk to myself, but I do write to myself..: ) Happy 2008!!!!