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Name: Jessica
Birthday: 1/22/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, Linkin Park, A stactic lullyby, kitty, metallica, prank calls, poetry, being evil, hanging out with friends, ice skateing, baseball, football, emontions, movies, AOL, xanga, One Tree hill, Chad michael murry, Degrassi, writeing, lyrics, pictures, cell phone
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  XBlackDevilxxx
Member Since:
5/23/2004
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| x_x bored so i'll update. hung out with liz, watched mtv and played furcadia y0o0o0o. (: I got more of my irl friends to play that game..yay? So far its me, gel, liz, matt, samson and ben. More people download O_O You gotta see my X rated dream hehe. e_e I might go to the beach tomorrow idk..even though its in FL people are like "Stay away from the shore..hurricane dennis may affect every shore" haha poor chairs and robbie..every summer they get a visit (: now i have to clean..update later..maybe. :P | | |
| xD I promised Justin and Thien i'll update o.o so why not. Today was cool. I never really talked to my friends lately but i hung out with liz today. Went to janells house with lizzah and just hung out. It was funny cause janell (however its spelt) had to do the stupid summer packet so anthony did it for her, then i got paper and coppied the answers and hes like "!!!! cheater!" Now all I have to do is bascally read a stupid book for history..someone read it for me xP then do the questions. I got home around 7 and got a iced coffee and watched hitch <333 I fucking love that movie. o_o Will Smith is sorta hot. *_* Yesterday around 1 am my effin comp. cable modem didnt work so I called the cable people today and they finally told me how to fix it >> If you ever call them , ask for Jay..he doesnt actually hang up the phone even though it takes a while to figure out the problem. I cant wait till world of the wars comes out <33 whatever the name is. Tom Cruise <3 His religion seems kinda cool. Well update later. :/ | | |
| Heh so summer is here. >> Wow I didn't update this thing for like forever..Lately things have been boring =/ My friends are barely home (out with fam a lot) x_x and idk.. things just sucked. especially this weekend..my moms b-day :/ so I haven't been really getting out lately..went out to dinner a lot x_x I don't even order a lot, salads mostly..and whenever I eat I get sick. I went to the shore today..it was raining the whole time..i was cold >< I had like blankets on the sand watching the waves, writing songs and stuff. My mom was mostly swimming. e_e I was suppost to meet charlie there with her step mom and justin but they were flooding and they didn't want to damage there tires..><. I found out a lot of stuff..that pisses me off. Even though my Dad is pushed away in my life..Theres a problem. My family and I wanted to go to The mexican islands sometime this year in Mexico..and im not allowed to go with out an approve note for my dad saying its ok. I found out all the lies he lied about..on my own. He didnt even send me a birthday gift and he gets to pick weather or not I can go to Mexico? The law in mexico wants a note from both parents cause a lot of single parents kidnap there kids and take them to mexico..still complete bs to me. x_x I guess maybe I can go to somewhere in Europe..maybe France? xD I feel bad for my uncle..his beach house got ruined a lot and now people keep dying from shark attacks in the same town as his beach house. care for a swim anyone? xP Furcadia has been dull lately. >< Nothing much to do..update later. promise. | | |
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Heh havnt been updating..I guess i'll write some highlights thats been going on..
Yeah happy b-day dad..where ever the fuck you are >_>
Re dying my hair..yay?
Mark miller & maurice are having an open house party this saturday..not sure if im going, i sorta want too..but with transportation nd everything is a bitch.
Still in a fight with the fat whore, no more to say.
Some lyrics that sorta relate to me..and no there not emo lyrics, hoes.
Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day
Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
Summer's all in bloom
Summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses [x3]
I see a red door and I want it painted black
no colors anymore, I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they are painted black
with flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
like a new born baby it just happens every day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it's heading into black
maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
it's not easy facing up when your whole world is black
I wanna see it painted painted, painted black, oh baby
I wanna see it painted painted, painted black, oh baby
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
my love will laugh with me before the morning comes
I wanna see it painted, painted black, oh
black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted from the sky
painted, painted, painted black oh baby
painted painted, painted black
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| w00t just got my ears pierced..it didnt even hurt, but it didnt feel good as my friends said. then went to mandees and got more clothes >< now i have to get rid of my old ones to make room. =/ this is a boring weekend then again i can sleep a lot so maybe during school i wont be as tired as i was last week. write more later =/ | | |
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